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I will always remember I have seen through out the years and even though I might no show my feelings I will always write about them so people can feel what I have felt through my writting so I hope you all enjoy them and feel what I felt since 2004-2006.
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Anything can cause a tear. It could be from anger, sorrow, or even fear. Don't be scared to cry. Even more don't be scared to die. People leave the earth as fast as they come in. Everyone eventually commit's a sin. It is hard to tell if someone could be your friend. Either way it goes you will be betrayed at the end. But you know I don't like to see you hurt. Because of you I'm no longer a BIG flirt. Baby you've changed me in so many way's. At time's it's hard to believe that you want me to stay. You became a BIG part of me. I love you more then anything can't you see?

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Im disappointed in you, your with me but you fu*ked my family too, I was so hurt when I found out more, I started to cry before I walked out your door. Once I got home I found out even more sh*t, and being mad and drinking I didnt want to be with you one bit, I have to say that I do love you, but its hard to believe that you love me too. You fu*ked both of my cousins before me, I felt the tears coming down my eyes that I couldn't even see, someone told me that your just with me to fu*k, well babe after I heard that now your sh*t out of luck. Your not getting none from me unless you prove to me that you love me, untill then this thing between us might not be, baby I love you and I always will, so please make our relationship a big deal. Baby please dont hurt me and break my heart, dont ever say that we are going to be apart.

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You took it away but I wanted to keep it, the whole town knows it's no ta secret, I should've never called you on the phone that night, beacuse all we do now is argue and fight. I really want to be with you, but at times I dont think you want to be with me too, I dont love you for what you have but for who you are, I dont care if you dont have a car. I thought you loved me but I guess I was wrong, well fu*k it you aint all that strong, listen to me when I say leave me the hell alone, stop calling me on my d*mn cell phone. You took it from me and I cant get it back, love is the one thing you lack!
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What the hell do you want from me, what do yo uwant me to see, what do you want me to do with you, you only want me for sex and you know thats true. I dont want to be with you another day, I dont give a fu*k what you have to say, you've changed babe and you know it, now I dont want to put up with anymore of your bull sh*t. My life is ruined and I only have you to blame, I've done all kinds of drugs now I live my life in shame, I've turned down all my friends to be with you, but the fu*ked up thing is all that sh*t you put me through. Just leave me the hell alone, let me get my sh*t and go home!
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Bit*h you think your hard and you want to fight, but you've been talking your dumb as* sh*t all night, I aint said sh*t to you, but it's still whatever you want to do. I aint scared that you should know, but I aint going to let you disrespect me though, bit*h I dont give a f*ck lets throw down, I'm getting real tired of you talking all your sh*t in town. H*e go ahead and talk all your sh*t, but I wont be so nice when it comes down to it, I'm going to make sure I dont go down so fast, bit*h I'm going to make that sh*t last. So listen you dumb as* h*e, fighting is not what you think its what you know!

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I know that the rumor's are true, but the question is why the hell did I stay with you, you did that once, twice, hell even a third and forth time, I remember when you would say I was yours and you were mine. But now thing's change and I can't stand you any more, I told you to leave me the f*ck alone and walked out your front door, I lost a good friend because of the lie's you said, now I could care less what girl you have laying in your bed. I hate you so don't ever try to f*cking talk to me, I asked you to do one thing but you tried to make me beg on my hand's and knee's, well I can't stand you just leave me the hell alone, dont even try and talk to me on the d*mn phone. I'm going to make thing's simple for you, dont ever try to f*cking talk to me, look at me, and all that other sh*t too!
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Why do you give me all the blame, because of you I'm living in shame, you make me feel like I'm doing every thing wrong, like I won't live my life very long.You don't know what's going on in my mind, it's like darkness is all I can find, you made me feel all this pain, everyday I think I'm going insain. I can't ever get my word's out, I can't talk it's always a shout, why can't you leave me alone, you talk but I respond with a moan. My life here is on a countdown, if I stay here any longer I'll put my self to rest six feet in the ground!
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I went to the doctors office today, they said I passed a test and I get speechless with nothing to say, I dont go home to tell my family, I go to see my babies future daddy.He is surprised with the news that I had said, he didn't say a word as if he was dead, three months pass and my baby grows inside me, it's time to tell my parents about my unborn baby. I can tell how disappointed they are, but they said that I will have to pack my bags into my car, seven months along and my stomache has gronw, my babies daddy has alot of responsibilites that he has shown. The day is here and my beautiful baby girl has takin her first glimps of her new life, and at the same time my baby daddy has asked me to be his wife!
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You ask why don't I talk to you, it's because of all the sh*t you put me through, I hate to admit it but I did love you at one point in time, that's why I cried when you were no longer mine.I was shocked when you started to talk to me, I was so scared that I became weak at the knees, You were my first boyfriend, I guess that's why it hurt so bad when it came to an end, And now you're mad over something I didn't do, your friends say I said something that was not true, why would I do anything for you to get mad again, why would I want alot of drama and sh*t to begin. Maybe one day we can talk without all the drama and sh*t, but for now we will just act like we don't like each other one bit.
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No one knows how much I care for you, and I really wish you knew, I may not see you everyday, but when I do I have nothing to say. I'll wait till the time is right, and once I ask I will be able to sleep good at night, knowing that the two of us are together, even if it may not be forever.Until then I still have your pictures with me, and that's all I want to see, you're just so sweet and funny you always make me laugh, it's like you're my other half. No matter how long it takes I'll wait, just please tell me that I'm not to late.
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I have to make a confession, ever since I met you, you have been my obsession, I was to afarid to tell you before, but talking to you has made me love you more.You always made me feel warm inside, baby you are always on my mind, I hope that one day we can be together holding hands, by your side is where I'll stand. Boy I really do care for you, I wish you could say the same thing too, or maybe you do feel what I feel, I'm just to afraid to tell you my whole deal. One day I will ask you to go out with me, maybe one day you would be calling me baby.
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Why is it that people judge me, oh well their alla bunch of ho*'s from what I see, let them all talk their sh*t, because it aint going to hurt me one bit.Why is it that guys say stupid sh*t that aint true, Now everyone thinks that I'm a hue and there is nothing that I can do, there is no such thing as love only lust, because of that there is no boy I can trust! I wish that everyone would just leave me alone, now my friends wonder why I always stay home, I can't stand this little as town, If it were up to me I'd be gone by now. It's like I'm trapped in a box and I can't get out, but hey that's what life is all about.
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