Kendall

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I almost fainted that day
It was Friday night
Febuary 8th 2008
We were at the mall
Like we were every friday
We have been together
For 1 month and 1 week
I had been wanting to say it for so long
I couldnt say it until you said it first
I wanted to cry
We stood there
Under the stars
You held me in your arms
You looked into my eyes
You kissed me
Then you said it
You said "I love you"
I smiled and kissed you
I hugged you and almost cried
then i told you i loved you to
I almost fainted that day
The day we finally said it
The day we said "I love you"
I wrote this on Febuary 8th 2008 when my boyfriend at the time said i love you for the first time. Taylor Haze McCann. i was in love with him. We stayed together for 2 months 1 week and 2 days but i messed everything up. but hes happy now and thats all that matters. i still love him to this day but i wont let that hold me back

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Depression is pain
Pain is life
For some it last awhile
For her it last forever
She keeps it all bottled inside
She wear a fake smile
And tries to hide the pain
What happened to that girl
The one i knew so well
With that beautiful smile
And the perfect life
Will she come back
who is she now
I cant help but wonder
What happened to her
all she ever wanted
Was to love and be loved
I wonder, dose she hurt
Yes she dose, i know this
Because that girl is me
Depression is pain
Pain is life
For some it last a while
For me it last forever

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i sit here alone im waiting by the phone you said you would call i've been waiting for hours is something wrong did i make you mad are you trying to hurt me cause if you are its working my heart feels like its braking why are you doing this to me i thought you loved me you said you did i love you and thats the truth please baby just call me i just want to hear your voice please
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you've broke my heart before you promised you wouldnt do it again so why are you what did i do all i wanted was for you to love me you said you did you said it all the time so please dont do this to me i love you baby you mean the world to me i dont wanna lose you but i dont wanna get hurt so please stop hurting me
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I'v known you since 6th grade We dated a few times Between 7th and 8th grade And theres always been something i never said Beacause I wasnt sure, i'm still not I think you should know something I'm a little scared to tell you I dont know if this will screw everything up or not But I guess thats just something i have to risk I...I think i'm...in love with you
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I can hear my heart Beating louder and louder As our lips begin to meet I see the sunset I hear fire works The world around us just disappears Then you pull away from me I have come back to reality Mt heart burns for you There is a flame inside my soul Many times that flame has become a flicker Many times that flame has been put out By the heart aches and my tears Then I see your face I hear your voice The flame has been relit You love keeps me strong It’s the only reason I’m holding on My life was nothing it was empty Then you walked in And changed everything You gave me a reason to live You gave me someone to love That someone means the world to me Baby, that someone is you You are my life, you are my world You are "my everything".
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My knees are week My hands are shakey I fell as if I can not breath I see a fire Burning of red, yellow, and blue Everyone is gone now It's just me and you Nothing is there It's all disapered We are floating Floeting on a cloud But nothing is beneath us Just the flames of the fire My heart is beating Faster and faster Louder and louder This is how you make me feel Every time your lips met mine How do you feel?
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Lieing here tonight Alone tucked in tight I'm trieing to sleep But I'm wide awake Thought of you keep running through my mind Why aren't you here Sitting next to me Telling me its okay you love me I try to read It dosnt work I sit quite, I sing aloud Yet no matter what Those horrifying thoughts keep comeing back I just know somethings not right You and me are apart tonight I'm in a corner With the covers over me The music plays softly Only love songs tonight They usaully help me sleep Although they dont seem to be working tonight All I want is for you to be here Holding me in your arms I feel a touch It's your touch, I know the feeling I turn around My face lights up I see you, sitting next to me Telling me its okay you love me My eye lids feel heavy now You say good night baby I fall into a deep sleep!
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I'm sorry if I hurt you I truly never ment to I can't undo What has been done I can only pray That maybe one day You will forgive me I'm sorry it wasnt ment to be I hope you find some one new Some one whos better for you I will not lie I must confess I will miss you Sometimes I do regret Yet still I think its for the best I would truly appreciate If you would do me one faver Promise me we will be friends And friends forever.
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You set me free By breaking my heart I finaly learned To put the peices back together With out your help If you hadn't done what you did I would still believe It was ment to be Now I know It was not love but lust I had to learn the hard way But now I know I'll never make that mistake again Thank you very much For making it so compleatly easy To forget about you And what we shared together I have moved on I think hes the one For some reason I'm just glad Hes not you Nathan, Thank you so much for finaly setting me free.
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I thought it would hurt Strangley it didn't I thought I'd still be cring Strangely I'm not dieing I feel so happy I feel so free I'm glad it wasnt ment to be I thought I would hate you I think we could be good friends Everyone thought that in the end We would be together still Because of you My heart is free Free to love someone new I thought it would take forever Just to find that special person But he was right in front of me I just couldnt see I now have you to thank For it was you who help me find My one and only True love The one who will forever be mine Thank you Nathan, If you hadn't lied to me I never would have known you wernt ment for me we just weren't ment to be.
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They told you lies, I told you the truth, But you didnt belive me, So you broke my heart, But then again, I knew you would. What we had was special, No one will ever change that. I will love you forever, But I do believe, That it is time for me, To pick up the pieces, Of my innocent broken heart, And move on with some one who isnt you, For 3 years I let you control me, I let you hurt me, This has to be the last time, You break my heart. Time and Time again, You left me here, Yo die alone, Drowning in my tears, But not anymore. You said it was over, So okay it is, Never again will I let you hurt me, For I am moving on, Without you.
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