University is suppose to be the place where u set out your destiny
But let me tell you my view personally cus university as only worsened me
You get out what you put in, simple as that, but the temptations of a student life are too hard to combat
I’m Struggling to get my life on track, setbacks often appear,i know i’ts the motivation i lack , and too me thats clear
I fear I’m gonna just let it go, I’ve had my chance,a chance I’ve blown, and all along I’ve known, I’ve let myself down and I ain’t grown.
But who am i to moan i put myself in this predicament, my family show care n love but I don’t need this medicament. N i wish i could reciprocate but i can’t, my life disintegrate, i just feel inadequate, they’d be better off without me, a ghost left to haunt.N it’s not that i don’t want to, its that i feel i cant , inadequate feeling they i aren’t n i never will be, , its just not who i am n i stand here in guilt , ive failed my family and myself ,n ive ruined my career and my health,
and i may appear to not care but stare long enough into my eyes and its there, distraught dissatisfied embraced by self hate
Im not expecting people to relate , but there must of been a time where you look at mirror and feel pure hate, disgraced at urself knowing your just like the people of the unemployment rate, I’M not saying it was my fate but its too late to change
Rearrange the way im living, give back what i get given, thats all i want to do proof to myself its worth living i want my parents to receive a whole year of thanksgiving.
My past aint that great n my futures lookin the same
N i hate to admit but im the only one to blame
Below average credentials,working 5% of my potential
But Its essential that i try to break these chains
N experience a life of benefit n gains
Still needing support, hurting the people
who have faith in me, knowing I’ve let them down considerably, and the only
person to blame is me. i hate myself , i
hate what ive become, i hate this waster scum they were once proud to call
their son.
Sat here its clear i fear what ive become ,
ma tears left here to dry up in the sun Sat here its clear i fear what ive become,
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I cry my heart out every single day
Wishing, hoping for a way
Where I can touch your skin
Fill you in, with what’s on my mind
Praying, hoping you’ll find a way
To turn back time
Clouded internally, eyes notably glowing
Erupting emotions externally flowing
I Tried breaking this routine, free me from myself
Alone in this journey, lips locked, heart shocked
Aching, pleading to change, to better my health
Wealthy in this currency of tears,
Fears evolve, overloading, minds exploding with this weight
I’ve given up, 'n' left my destiny down to fate
This infinite love fuelling my heart shouts out for you, screaming for attention.
My soul threaded, embedded and entwined with yours is shouting out for
acceptation.
I’m standing highlighted in green, jealousy beyond my control,
Landing in a quilt of serene blue, I repel you, infect your soul
Waiting, admiring, desiring you whole
Feel free to join me on this road
Mentally, physically, loves taken its toll
Aid me with this heavy load
This is my dream, my wish and hopes
will these words below ever be spoke?
I love you,
and I’m squeezing you tight
I’m never letting you go
I hold your hand and connect are fingers
for this feeling shall forever flow
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When were parted I feel down and ill
you’re my lover, my addiction, my daily pill.
I need you here to hold me tight
still my fears throughout the night.
pull me close and kiss my lips
hold me tight with your fingertips
the physical side is nothing compared
to the emotional feelings, that we’ve shared
lay with me now, snuggled in this quilt
and enjoy this love we have gradually built
candles burn out, fires are weak
but this flame’s eternal, our love is unique
my heart is yours, my soul is bound
to your entire existence, true love I’ve found
I look into your eyes and see my future
I hold your hands and feel my life
I listen to your heart and hear 2 beats
Together were entwined and our rhythm meets
One is yours and one is mine
This love that’s present is so divine
Never let me go, I urge you to listen
My tear drops start to fall
my eyes are puppy dogged and they start to glisten
My fear is that your love will stall
I love you, and I’m squeezing you tight
I’m never letting you go
I hold your hand and connect are fingers
For this love shall forever flow.
Written by tom bennett
Submitted by tom bennett
Written by tom bennett
Submitted by tom bennett
Written by tom bennett
Submitted by tom bennett
My heart as belonged to you since the day we met
I kept you warm inside, held you close as we watched the sunset
My love for you is deeper than deep
I gave you my trust its there to keep
I reach deep into its core
My feelings grow stronger
I love you more and more
My love grows fonder
Why can’t I see you here?
Kissing my lips, with your hands around my waist
Why can’t I wipe away your tear?
And feel how love tastes
Wondering when you’ll give in to my love
Let the walls around you collapse
The words “I love you”
Give you a shock and you gasp
You definitely feel the same
But you’re in a difficult position
I’m the one to blame
There’s no need for a decision
Take my heart and I'll take yours
Forget our pasts and heal our sores
I will be with you forever
Written by tom bennett
Submitted by tom bennett
Written by tom bennett
Submitted by tom bennett
Written by tom bennett
Submitted by tom bennett