Brianne

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My name is brianne and I love writing poetry! :]
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Your happy with her and I guess I should be too. You were my best friend and yet I threw that in the trash too. I had diffrent feelings then just that you know, and you admited you did too. Before her it was just me and you. Laughing and flirting, in our own little universe. Now its her and you, no more me and you...! I guess you can say I feel pretty used. Knowing you picked someone new. It hurts me to know she makes you happier then I ever used to. Im so worthless not even crying will give you a clue. I guess ill just let you go, just for you is what im doing this for. Its gonna take time and what we had wont just fade. But I love you today, forever, and always! So fine, act like you dont know me. Push me to the ground and watch my tears hit the floor. Stomp on my heart and then say you dont care. Just remember I was there through the entire ride. And dont forget it wasnt me who said goodbye. If your gonna give me up for some other girl ill survive. But atleast stick around to wipe my tears away dry! And read my little note that wasnt a lie, I will love you today, forever, and always!

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Iv been filled with broken promises, lies from you is all i know. Seeing you with her reminds me how I shouldv known. I shouldv stayed away from you, being hurt i guess im used to. But these broken promises are getting old, from him and you I guess i knew so. I fell for the both of you, you were second after him. Yet you both did the same to me and left me feeling dead. Im doing this alone, my friends dont understand. They say I deserve better but nothing feels right these days. Well take a couple steps in my shoes, im sure youll fall right on through. I know I may not be the only one, but these broken promises are what im used to. So lie to me as much as you can, pull me to the ground. Shatter my heart and dreams but dont you ever forget. Your the one who did this to me, these feelings will not be erased. Your both responsible for for my broken heart, I guess it could be my fault. I fell for one then the other then went back to one. When I fell for one he was the one I loved and never thought it would be so, I ignored the feelings and went on through and now your with her. Im no longer ignoring how I feel because I cant stand seeing you with her. I still have these feelings I know you still do too. So dont break your promise, the promise "ill forever love you". And I know how you felt when I went to one of your friends, Im ashamed of how I did this and im sorry for what I did. You told me hed hurt me and this was so very true. I was scared of being close to you cause I didnt know what to expect, so I went to him and im kinda full of regrets. He cheated on me even though we weren't official, he was with her all night and I shouldv listened. But you said youd have my back , you even said youd kick his @$$. You promised me that, and im still filled of broken promises. You told me you dont care anymore, I guess i do deserve this. But I want you to know you were right about this. And I want you to knowi cant do this all alone. Im so sorry im sure Iv damaged this enough. So I dont know if youll come back after her but ill be waiting for you.

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Remember the way wed always look at each other, remember the was I could always catch your eye. Remember the day I let you go but now remember this day. I always come back for more, wanting you is something I do more and more. This has to mean something so dont let it go, I know your now with her but remember those days and you will see. This has to be true, I cant get over the thought of you. So remember what you once said to me, when I left you for some heartbreak. You once said youd always have my back and I was like your drug cuz you always came back. I feel like it was a lie because now here I lye lonley with these I wonder whys! I cant give this up if it was meant to be, you can no longer see right through me. You say you no longer care well guess what, I can see right through you. I know you still care, i can hear it in your voice. But just remember you and I. You could always make me laugh no matter what you did, and youd always touch me so gental like I was gonna break. Well remember those days with a smile on your face. I know I let you go once but I promise I wont again, please give me another chance and just set her free. I messed up and I regret what I did, but I love you now dont your forget. So if you wont give me another chance, I guess ill let you go, but dont you forget what my love has showed!!

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Remember the was wed always look at each other, remember the was I could always catch your eye. Remember the day I let you go but now remember this day. I always come back for more, wanting you is something I do more and more. This has to mean something so dont let it go, I know your now with her but remember those days and you will see. This has to be true, I cant get over the thought of you. So remember what you once said to me, when I left you for some heartbreak. You once said youd always have my back and I was like your drug cuz you always came back. I feel like it was a lie because now here I lye lonley with these I wonder whys! I cant give this up if it was meant to be, you can no longer see right through me. You say you no longer care well guess what, I can see right through you. I know you still care, i can hear it in your voice. But just remember you and I. You could always make me laugh no matter what you did, and youd always touch me so gental like I was gonna break. Well remember those days with a smile on your face. I know I let you go once but I promise I wont again, please give me another chance and just set her free. I messed up and I regret what I did, but I love you now dont your forget. So if you wont give me another chance, I guess ill let you go, but dont you forget what my love has showed!!

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I wish I could start all over again and go back to the way I was. I wish I listened instead of ignoring all the people I love. I wish I could be strong enough to let this go, and I wish I never let me guard go! I let you hurt me and I shouldv known. Known that youd do this to me and let me go. You always said you wouldnt and I trusted that from you, but now I cant breath because my heart is to shattered too. Im always the one waiting for you which was getting old to do. Im sorry if you felt I wasnt worth anything for you. I thought it was gonna work, but you never wanted it to. YOu used me so bad and wanted only one thing and now I hope you choke on your food. I wish I wouldv known that youd do this to me, I wish I couldv stoped this because now im on my knees. I wish I couldv know that this was gonna happen. I wish my heart could stop from bleeding from what youv done to me. I wish you could only see. I wish you cared for me. I wish I didnt fall for something that wasnt meant to be. So dont come back when she gets to old, dont come back when you have no one to hold. I wont be you second hand girl, I wont be wating for you to be real! I wish I wouldv known what youd do to me. Because now your not worth anything for me. Im broke and scarred, itll take a while to heal. So dont come back around and damage how I feel. I hope one day youll realize everything good youv lost. Because being like that wont get you very far. Open your eyes and take a good look at what youv lost, take a picture because its not gonna last you long!!! <3 BY BRIANNE D.H.

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I gave up something good for something bad. And I dont know if im gonna get it back. He had my back for so long, telling me he is wrong. I dont know if we're better off as friends, but all I know is I dont want it to end. You were prolly best for me, but I gave you up because I was afraid. Im ashamed for what I did because now I know what I had. Maybe it wouldnt work but no body would know for sure. I miss how things were, and yes im still hurt. But i shouldv listned to when you said it was him that would make it end. I miss how it was you and me, now its about you and her. I shouldv never let you go. Because now im the one hurt. I realize now your what I need. You told me now you have no feeling for me. I cant stand seeing you with her. It tears my heart to know you love her. But theres nothing I coud do or say, but I know iv always loved you in a way! I have nothing to look forward to, missing you is all I can do. I wish I could go back and in a second Id take you back. I envy her so much, she carres the one that I love. She doesnt even know what she has and that makes me sad! I just wish she knew what she had, yet again I just want you by my side. Ill always be here, anytime, any place. Ill be waiting for that smile on your face. But I guess that look on your face when you looked at me was a missunderstanding, because the shine in your eyes always told me diffrent. Ill miss the was you always looked at me, only because thats the way you now look at her!! <3 BY BRIANNE D.H.

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I gave up something good for something bad. And I dont know if im gonna get it back. He had my back for so long, telling me he is wrong. I dont know if were better off as friends, but all I know is I dont want it to end. You were prolly best for me, but I gave you up because I was afraid. Im ashamed for what I did because now I know what I had. Maybe it wouldnt work but no body would know for sure. I miss how things were, and yes im still hurt. But i shouldv listned to when you said it was him that would make it end. I miss how it was you and me, now its about you and her. I shouldv never let you god. Because now im the one hurt. I realize now your what I need. You told me now you have no feeling for me. I cant stand seeing you with her. It tears my heart to know you love her. But theres nothing I coud do or say, but I know iv always loved you in a way! I have nothing to look forward to, missing you is all I can do. I wish I could go back and in a second Id take you back. I envy her so much, she carres the one that I love. She doesnt even know what she has and that makes me sad! I just wish she knew what she had, yet again I just want you by my side. Ill always be here, anytime, any place. Ill be waiting for that smile on your face. But I guess that look on your face when you looked at me was a missunderstanding, because the shine in your eyes always told me diffrent. Ill miss the was you always looked at me, only because thats the way you now look at her!! <3 BY BRIANNE D.H.