In the silence of the night,
Feeling you here with me.
Holding my breath in twilight skies,
Feeling so helpless and praying to see.
In many thoughts I would think,
You would see through my imperfections.
Hoping that you would really see,
The beauty in my eyes reflection.
Why am I not enough for you?
Is it me who should be to blame?
Many say that it is you all along,
Then why do I feel this shame?
I always wanted something real,
At least I thought you would try.
I tried so hard to hold it in,
But I couldn’t help to fall and cry.
What darkness has taken me?
For all I feel is your touch,
Seeing the world through jaded eyes,
Realizing that I can only do so much.
Darkness overcomes my heart,
As the moon light shines on my face
What can you do to mend my soul?
When all I see is your disgrace.
All that is left is Twilight Skies,
One true hope that is vaguely fare,
I will try and hold on,
From what seems like Eternal Despair.
#love, #darkness, #despair, #heart