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I would rather cry over the truth than smile for a lie


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She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace, oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Constant cries through the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it will be too late

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

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how is it possible to vind your voice when theres no one there to listen or to trust when you've only been let down?

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through the wind and the rain
she stands hard as a stone
in a world were she cant rise above
and her dreams give her wings
and she flys to her place where she's loved

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No matter how we say we feel
sometimes we all need a pair of wings
to get away for even a little while
and forget about everything

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it sour last chance to share the stage
before we go our seperate ways
its the last chance for us to shine
to hold you close and kiss one more time

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the only one who knows who I am, who im not, who I wanna be
will never again sit beside me
I feel so alone everywhere I go
I cant talk about anything to anyone I know
why does everything have to turn out wrong
why can I no longer be independently strong
im sick of people treating me like dirt, and thinking nothing more of me
they don’t know how it makes me feel, they don’t see what I see
take a second look at yourself and the people around you
and ask yourself if for one day you could do what I do
to wake up every morning thinking of a way to hide
hide from those closest tome not wanting them by my side
that lonely feeling, finally taking toll
leaving in my chest, a permanent hole
sinking back into depression over and over again
always changing, from to friend
never knowing what it feels like to have a home
but forever knowing what it means to be alone

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Im so lost and confused
your the last thing i wanted to lose
i thought i was finally in love
compared to everyone else i thought we were so far above
i havnt thought about anything but you
and even now thats still all i do
i need you to much, i dont want you to go
theres SOO many things i want you to know
when you were invincible i saw you so clear
and now more than anything i need you here
with you i found how love really feels
and i dont need heartbreak to make it seem more real
nothing matters when your around
not a person, not even the loudest sound
but when your not here i never know what to do
because the only thing that ever matters is you
for me nothing seems to turn out right
but im never letting you o without a fight.......

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take a chance on this heart of mine
i dont want to be the on you leave behind
right now i dont know whats wrong or whats right
i just know i wanna be with you tonight
in your arms is where i wanna stay
ill stay there all night, ill stay there all day
i know people move on, their wheels keep turning
but mine have stopped and my love for you is always burning
all i want is for you to be by my side
to be here, to call you mine
if your going, take my heart now it doesnt belong
i cant have it if my love is gone
if your gonna walk out the door, do it now
dont say anything, dont bother turning around
all i can do now is carry on
somehow, find a way to move on
you'll never be able to make it better, make it right
why bother if you wont be in sight
i dont know what to do, theres no reason to breathe again
so there i stand, in front of the mirror, with dads gun in my hand
i hold it to my head, ready and tight
it doesnt feel wrong, but it doesnt feel right
i think about all we had and how it turned this way
the way you made me feel, the 3 words i couldnt say
i put the gun in place, holding it as tight as i can
i never want to feel that pain ever again
as tears fall, so does my hope
and i begin to wonder if i should use rope
No, i dont care how it happens as long as its done
i dont want to be like before, hiding from everyone
tears fall harder as i tighten my grip a bit more
i slowly fall down, to lean against the door
as my grip tightens, my temple begins to bruise
why can't i do it, i have nopthing to lose
i ready the trigger for what im about to do
i begin to sob and stare at the mirror for a minute or two
why i cant do it i do not know
why cant i be like him and just let go
i ready myself once more but the phone rang
its him, as i go to answer, and chuck the gun.............BANG



make sure you read the boys point of view to get it k


its 2 poems that make up 1 story

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take a chance on this heart of mine
i dont want to be the on you leave behind
right now i dont know whats wrong or whats right
i just know i wanna be with you tonight
in your arms is where i wanna stay
ill stay there all night, ill stay there all day
i know people move on, their wheels keep turning
nut mine have stopped and my love for you is always burning
all i want is for you to be by my side
to be here, to call you mine
if your going, take my heart now it doesnt belong
i cant have it if my love is gone
if your gonna walk out the door, do it now
dont say anything, dont bother turning around
all i cna do now is carry on
somehow, find a way to move on
you'll never be able to make it better, make it right
why bother if you wont be in sight
i dont know what to do, theres no reason to breathe again
so there i stand, in front of the mirror, with dads gun in my hand
i hold it to my head, ready and tight
it doesnt feel wrong, but it doesnt feel right
i think about all we had and how it turned this way
the way you made me feel, the 3 words i couldnt say
i put the gun in place, holding it as tight as i can
i never want to feel that pain ever again
as tears fall, so does my hope
and i begin to wonder if i should use rope
No, i dont care how it happens as long as its done
i dont want to be like before, hiding from everyone
tears fall harder as i tighten my grip a bit more
i slowly fall down, to lean against the door
as my grip tightens, my temple begins to bruise
why can't i do it, i have nopthing to lose
i ready the trigger for what im about to do
i begin to sob and stare at the mirror for a minute or two
why i cant do it i do not know
why cant i be like him and just let goi ready myself once more but the phone rang
its him, as i go to answer, and chuck the gun.............BANG



make sure you read the boys point of view to get it k


its 2 poems that make up 1 story

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why is it that the people who try the hardest to make something work
get hurt the most
when they try to be there
they get pushed away
when they try to talk it out
they get silenced
when something doesnt work
they get the blame
when they do nothing
they get hurt the most


why is this me?

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No matter how hard i try
i cant stop thinking about you
your perfect smile, and beautiful green eyes
and everything you do
not being able to see you
is like losing your sight
life without you
is like a moonless night
your kinda perfect
your kinda everything im not
your my everything
and im thankful for what i've got.

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when i first saw you everything was ok
it was like iv known you for ages
but we only met that day
after a few days we started going out
but we soon broke up and talking to you was hard to go without
it was in 2008, wednesday september the third
i remember when i asked you out all the boys heard
the first few days were the best
the talked more than all the rest
WE SLOWLY BEGAN TO DRIFT APART
AND YOU SLOWLY KEPT BREAKING MY HEART
it hurts not to be able to say
i loved you more and more each day
theres still some things i remember that were all right
before me and you had our first fight
like when you rang me up on mothers day
just to make sure i was okay
how we always managed to talk for way to long
and that time you rang me up and sang me a song
i cant say i ever hated you because thats a lie
but it felt like you hated me and i didn't know why
now we talk everythings
alright
we can get on the phone without having a fight
going out with you wasn't easy at all
because when peoples hearts get broken its real tears that fall
and as sad as it is its still so true
how quickly my feelings changed for you
i gave you my heart but that wasnt enough
all i wanted was someone who loved me and was there when times got rough
i thought i had it all, i thought i was in love
but suddenly you decided to rise above
like you were to good to be with me
be truthful how hard could it be
you stole my heart and put me down
you ran towards me and turned around
it should of been true love but it wasnt
this should all add up but it doesn't
like i said i dont hate you
its just the stupid things you do
the way you talk about me, how quickly you turned to walk
the way you look at me like you cant talk
i hate the way you put me on the phone to other boys
and the way you think my hearts just some toy
since i lost you ive never felt so small
but then i realised i dont need you at all................


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