flowerchild

Ever since I broke my heart I have had a different outlook on life.
Relationships are pointless,they all have to end and you will get hurt even if its a peaceful letting go.people are sinners,we are going to lie
cheat and steal,you can't trust ANYONE.I say don't limit yourself,I don't.if what I felt wasnt love,I hope I never feel the real love.
We should stop having children for a while.I never want children,yougive them EVERYTHING.
Kids disrupt your sanity,show you what depression really is,steal and lie when you turn,use you,make your body stretch and sag,live to piss you off and somehow they still get you to feel sorry for them.did I metion they spend all your freckin money?!really what do they give you,love?no,half the time they hate you tillthey are out of your house!
Drugs are bad,you shouldn't do them.but I'm not gonna control you so if you wanna hit the J I'm passing to you go for it.smoking weed is like bonding.I love drugs,they help me get away.give me anything and I'll do it.bit all I'm gonna metion is marijuana which I went to rehab for.uh mother hates me and my daddy wnts to be there.everyone is here but I'm all alone.I like music that sounds good. the drugs are what I have.I am twisted.furreal..im like yeahh but no and stuff...
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i am an addict,you may have heard of me,
i am the lonely wisher.
i am the father you nevr see.
my familys broken because my change,
the addiction now controls my brain.

i am an addict you may have once loved me,
i am the broken hearted.
i am the one not ment to be.
dangerous for a lady is my zone,
till i can quit youve left me alone.

i am an addict you may have seen me,
i am the paranoid theif,
i am in your house,and down the street.
the odd people and cars you see,
are dealers selling life to me.

i am an addict you may have heard me,
i am the drunken mother,
i am the wakening scream.
self control is a thing i lack,
we'll never get waisted time back.

i am an addict you may have learned from me,
i am the starving friend,
i was as boney as could be.
they whispered of the FAT i shed,
yet nobody told me id end up dead.

i am an addict you may have looked down on me,
i am the unbreakable broken boy,
hiding the pain you cant see.
what i do for my fix everyday,
keeps my loved ones far away.

i am an addict you may have touched me,
i am the itchy mongrawl,
bugs in my veins no one can see.
teh feeling of my bleeding soul,
plagues my skin where i scratched holes.

i am an addict you may have spared change for me,
i am the mislead child,
age nine pop knew i could handle speed.
76 pounds now at eighteen,
live in a car to afford anphedamines.

i am an addict you may have tried to save me,
i am the unforgiven daughter,
mom kicked me out of the family.
acid made me talk without my say,
mow im two people everyday.

i am an addict you may remember the news,that was me.
i was the mother of a bastard,
got some cash selling myself on the street.
i quit the pills,we were almost on our feet,
two shots,im tired,mommys turn to sleep.

i am an addict you may have seen the bad side of me,
gangster goin nowhere man,
being as all my people turned out to be.
i shot a trick holdin her baby,twice.
shoulda paid for pills,now both paid the price.

i am an addict you may have mistaken me,
i am the almost survivor son,
heroin was too hard to beat.
scabbed and colorlessi wasnt their boy,
momma lost her baby roy.

i am an addict you may have seen me O.D.
i am the unspoken of queer,
my father cant stand the sight of me.
i hoped crack would ease my pain,
he was never proud,only ashamed.

i am an addict you may have begged me,
i am the quitting cougher,
hole in my neck so i can breathe.
ignored the warnings on the pack,
cancer is something i cant give back.

i am an addict you may pitty me,
i am the sorry stoner kid,
nothing can come before weed.
he begged on his knees but still i got high,
that night in the car crash daddy died.

i am an addict you may have hated me,
i am the twofaced traitor,
giving information was the key.
tell me who sold you bars and youll bail,
thats why your baby daddys in jail.

i am an addict you may have abandoned me,
i am the lonely cutter,
left alone to watch myself bleed.
physical pain hurts so much less,
it keeps flowing out,this is my death.

i am an addict you may have rehabilitated me,
i am the stubborn rule bender,
ive quit,treatment made it easy.
just a few millagrams to make me relax,
but that dont count as a relapse.

i am an addict you may not believe me,
i am the crazy control freak,
they name my problem OCD.
im not anything like a drug feind,
remaining in my house forever to clean.

i am an addict you may have lied to me,
i am the poor pocketer,
i wasnt going to take your jewlry.
they think ill steal anything,
selling it would help pay for cocaine.

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I miss you love. Am I the one your thinking of? No... I think of you and begin to cry. Do you know that's why I get high? No... I've wanted to leave for quite a while. You know,I remember your smile? No... Can't forget,I want it all. Do you know I stay up but know you won't call? No... You are what I've needed all along. Tell me,Do you still sing our song? No... It hurts so fucking bad. Did you know I've gone completely mad? No... I've been filled with shit,a mouth of lies. Can you see I want to die? No... I just need a bit more time, to get you off my mind. The tears in my heart have been sewn, but I still feel all alone. Can't you tell I don't want to let go? Oh no...

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I miss you love. Am I the one your thinking of? No... I think of you and begin to cry. Do you know that's why I get high? No... I've wanted to leave for quite a while. You know,I remember your smile? No... Can't forget,I want it all. Do you know I stay up but know you won't call? No... You are what I've needed all along. Tell me,Do you still sing our song? No... It hurts so fucking bad. Did you know I've gone completely mad? No... I've been filled with shit,a mouth of lies. Can you see I want to die? No... I just need a bit more time, to get you off my mind. The tears in my heart have been sewn, but I still feel all alone. Can't you tell I don't want to let go? Oh no...

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Man this kb gets me high! This weeds to dank it makes me cry. So baked I thought my dog was a bear! Come toke and leave your cares! I love this christmas tree green it makes me fly two hits can't breathe already high why must I breathe this boring air? It should be THC so no one will care

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WONT EVERYONE GATHER IN A CIRCLE TO GET HIGH

YOULL LOVE TO BE WITH THE CLOUDS IN THE SKY

WITH NO PEACE WE HAVE EVIL TO BARE

WHY CANT WE SMOKE AND JUST NOT CARE

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How dare he sit upon his throne getting high, he watches my sanity suffer and die. Why must I have this need to bare? This loving father is not fair... How dare she sit upon her throne and lie, we both know the other gets high. Tell me,do you have a bowl to spare? I need to forget how mother cares... How dare they hate me for getting high, it's the thing that keeps me alive. Can't you see we are the same? Child shouldn't take the blame...

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