I'm a single mother of a handsome little boy named Dartanian. I'm very carefree. I don't care what others think of me or my poetry.. I write what I feel or what I am thinking of at that moment. Sometimes I can write 20 poems a day.. And I very out spoken. If that is a problem for u then u may not want to read why I write cuz I hide nothing. Look people I'm here to write my poetry and to make a few friends.. I'm not here to find true love or anything like that so plz just read my poems and comment, befriend me, but stop hitting on me okay..I'm a big Twilight fan..
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I feel like a star
cast amongst this ambiguousness
of sky
and I'm hanging on
to vacant air

as all the saplings
and gawkers
slurp on lattes
and wish upon my misery

alas, when one of those whims
chooses to make itself
come true,
I'll shoot like a meteor

into nothing

but a tittle of dust
in someone else's dream

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Magic moments happen in our lives
when we are kissed by an angel
under the moonlight.

A magic moment we cling on to,
just one of the many magic moments
our lives pass through.

The sweet scent of flowers that surround us
in the summer while love lingers in the air,
more magic moments there.

Magic moments that fill our lives with joy,
moments that rekindle love’s dying flame
making it burn strong again.


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When things go wrong
as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging
seems all uphill,
When the funds are low
and the debts are high,
And you want to smile
but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
as everyone of us sometimes learns
and many a fellow turn about
when he might have won
had he stuck it out.
Don't give up
though the pace seems slow
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than it seems
to a faint and faltering man.
Often the struggler has given up
when he might have captured
the victor's cup and he learned too late
when the night came down
how close he was to the golden crown.
Success is a failure turned inside out-
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems afar
So stick to the fight
when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst
that you mustn't quit.

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The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul.

It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
And the beauty of a woman
With passing years only grows.


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Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

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For once i wish to close my eyes,
and when i do
i want to see
everything you've done to me
played out in the dream

for once i want to see reality
not the dream
i wish it to be
to hold your hand
to kiss your lips

for once i wish reality to be a dream
more like a nightmare
but a dream none the less
to wake up in your arms
to see your smiling face

for once i want to hear your voice
whispering in my ears
i love you, time to get up
but that's not reality
so i don't want it as a dream either

for once i want to talk
and for it to not be about someone else
i want it to be about bells
or about little shoes
or even about rings

for once i want my dream to be reality
to get what i deserve
to dream and know life isn't better there
i want to really be happy
i want you to love me, please.

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Single rose in a crystal vase
Lonely dewdrop tears glisten
Vibrant colors fade to pale

No longer kissed by the sun
Clouds blanket her world
Petals droop in sadness

Love; the waters of life
Evaporated from her world
Thirsting, she slowly dies

Drops of life touch her face
Drinking in the nourishment
Sweet taste of his pure love

Passion, love and tenderness
Now fill her vacant failing heart
Crystal vase now occupied by two


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Three years on and I remember
The night that changed my world.
The prince of darkness came,
Took me away and into darkness I was hurled

Whilst many I left searched on
I walked alone in my tower,
Watching the stars in outer space.
Scared of my growing power

My captor explained what happened,
Why I felt queasy in light,
He told me why he took me
All alone in the middle of the night.

He taught me to transform my figure
Into wolf, into smoke, into bat
To think of myself as unliving
And I couldn't argue with that

As weeks passed by I grew stronger
My thirst could not linger inside
My prey fell to the ground.
People learnt to fear me the moment they died

But you did not.

You knew what I was yet came looking
You recognised my mistakes from before.
You came to offer me freedom
And came battering at the castle door

You think I could not refuse?
Have you learnt nothing of this?
I ask you a simple question
Could you resist a vampire's kiss?


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I always knew that Gabe was different.
His skin was as smooth as Egyptian silk.
His eyes were an ocean of liquid silver.
His skin the color of the purest milk.

He'd come into class in all his perfection,
Take a seat in the front of the class,
Talk with the others in a melodious voice,
And a lullaby was his joyful laugh.

Then one day, I caught his eyes,
He took a seat right next to me.
That's when I noticed his glistening fangs,
Only because he let me see.

"You're not like the other girls.",
He said with songful sound.
I stared at him so blankly,
Focusing on not falling down.

He laughed that heart-stopping laugh,
Touched my thigh with his hand.
That's when I felt the coldness.
Gabe wasn't really a man.

"Come outside with me.",
He said with a seductive grin.
I followed him without question,
Knowing that he was pure sin.

when we were out of sight,
He gently took my wrists.
I closed my eyes and waited,
For the vampire's immortal kiss.


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I walk down this deserted alley
Alone and with no fear
I see him coming closer
I feel him so near

The hair standing on end
As I feel him breath
His lips touching my neck
Waiting for that scream

The one that will never come
For I am not scared I want him to drain
And drink all the blood that's there

I want him to change me
Make me something more
To open his vein
And open my eternal door

When this has been done
And I've tasted his poised kiss
We are now bonded
I am eternally his

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The nighttime pleasure
Of the moon
Can give way to
Certain doom

A single kiss
Is all it takes
Then the passion
Soon awakes

Centuries of shadows
Try to hide
Smelling the fear
Before you died

Poisoned kiss
Has stung again
Taking you where
You might have been


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Why do i cry so much?
why do i miss that warm touch
of someone who cared.

before things went weird.

i feel hated, unwanted and not needed
i tried so very hard but never succeeded
these feelings i can no longer bear
but to speak of them i do not dare
because in my eyes its wrong
its like one of those awful sad songs
i keep holding in
until i finally break down again.

i feel like im going back to those days
the days with all my evil ways
where pain was no object
and my wrists were the product
of a broken bleeding heart
i have no way to make these thoughts part
my heart is torn and i have no one
so this next time i will make it a slow one.

for anyone who reads this please dont get mad
just keep in mind i am very sad.

depression has taken its toll on me.

i wish someone could open their eyes and see.

i miss who i was before
before everything had changed
i wish i could go back
because then my world would be no longer pained.

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