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i TRiED tO MAKE tHiS HAPPEN
& TRiED tO MAKE tHiS WORK
i STUGGlED EVERYDAY
tO FiND tHOSE HiDDEN WORDS.
i LAUGHED At tHE tHOUGHt OF YOU lEAViNG
NEVER KNOWiNG iT WOUlD COME tRUE;
SiTTiNG HOME _ ON MY P0RCh
TRYiNG tO GEt MY MiND OFf YOU .
i lOOK OVER AT YOUR HOUSE ;
tO SEE iF YOU ARE tHERE
& iF WE WOUlD HAVE MADE it ;
0R iF Y0U'd EVEN CARE
WHAt'S FUCKEd UP iS
i FEEl liKE SHiT ;
WE SH0Uld HAVE FOUGHt HARDER;
tHEY TOOK OUR " l0VE "
AWAY FROM US ;
& TOO lOOK BACK YOU DiDNT BOtHER ;
YOU WERE SUPPOSED to RidE WitH ME
BE 0N MY SiDE ;
BUt Y0U lET tHEM GEt iN tHE WAY
0F WHAt Y0U FElT ;
tHEY PUt YOU THROUGH HEll
& Still Y0U PUShED ME AWAY
Y0U CANt liVE WiTH tHAt FEEliNG
tHAT YOU FUCKEd UP WilliNGlY
DAY BY DAY
Y0U lEt US StRAY
JUSt WHEN i tHOUGHt it WOULD
B E O K A Y .
LAY ON tHE Fl00R
MY HEAd HURtS REAl BAD ;
AS i tRY tO REMEMBER
MY ViSiON COMES BACK
i lAY ON tHE fl00R
iN S0MEtHiNG C0ld & WEt ;
BY WHY iM ON tHE Fl00R
i CANt SEEM tO GEt .
WHEN i WENt t0 G0 M0VE
i SH0UtED iN PAiN
MY lEFt ARM WAS BR0KEN
& MY RiBS WERE'Nt OKAY
i StARTED tO SCREAM
i StARtED tO CRY
& JUSt WHEN i Did
S0MEtHiNG CAUGHt MY EYE
A Bl0W tO tHE FACE
ECH0Ed A SiCKiNiNG CRACK
tHE NEXt tHiNG i KNOW
EVERYtHiNG WENt BLACK....
i WAS AWOKEN BY PAiN
& M0ViNG Fl00R CRACKS
i DiDNT EVEN REAliZE i WAS
BEiNG DRAGGED
tHE FEEliNG WAS UNBARABlE
0F WHAt HE'd D0 NEXt ;
iM HAlF WAY DEAD ;
i WiSH HE'd FiNiSH tHE RESt
i WAS DR0PPEd ON tHE Fl00R
i BiTE MY liP iN AG0NY
THAt HURt tOO
S0 i KNEW iT WAS N0 DREAM
jUSt WHEN i tHOUGHt iT COUlDNT GEt W0RSE
i HEARd A FAMiLiAR V0ICE MUMBliNG tHESE W0RDS
"YEAh iM GOiN tO DO iT; SHE W0N't EVEN FEEl iT .
YOU D0N't HAVE tO W0RRY ; YES iM GUNNA DEAl WiTH It "
SECONDS lATER HE WAS BY MY SiDE
PEERiNG At ME WitH DEMONED EYES
" i l0VED YOU MORE tHAn ANYtHiNG
& YOU JUSt tHOUGHt YOU'D UP & lEAVE?
iF i CANt HAVE YOU NOOBODY WilL
iT'll BE All OVER SOON JUST LAY StiLL .........;
TBC x x O |EY0
i GOT UP
& REAliZEd
tHEN SUN'S StilL
GUNNA SHiNE WitHOUt YOU.
& iMA GO BACK
tO FEEliN tHE WAY i USEd tO
CAUSE BABY ;
iT WAS OVER BEF0RE it BEGAN
WE WERE CAUGHt UP
iN FEEliNGS
tHAt WOUlDNt lASt
i D0Nt CARE iF WE Still BE FRiENDS
JUSt KN0W tHAt
ilL NEVER OPEN tHAT DOOR AGAiN
i CAN BREAtHE BETT3R WiTHOUt YOU
SO SHE CAN HAVE YOU ;
i'lL lEt HER .
CAUSE BEiNG WiTH0Ut YOU
iS SOOOO MUCH BEttER =)
x 0 -> Y0U 0NlY MAD3 ME StR0NG3R
0 x < - MiZzEY0
iF i tOLD YOU
HOW MUCH i CAREd
i WANt YOU tO KNO
iMA AlWAYS BE tHERE.
NO MATTER iF YOU GRiNDiN
OR CHASEN YAH PAPER
At tHE END 0F tHE DAY
BABY iMA BE WiTH YAH
&& iF YOU R i D E;
iMA RiDE HARDER
RiGHt BY YAH SiDE
MR. & MRS.CARTER (:
CAUSE iMA SH0W Y0U l0VE
iNStEAD 0F TElliN
iMA BE YAH GiRl
SENt StRAiGHt FR0M HEAVEN .
&& Y0U GOiN BE MA MAN
AND iM WilliN
tO TAKE CARE OF YOU
tHR0UGH HEAltH AND tHROUGH SiCKNESS
& WHEN YOU GO AWAY
iMA |H0lD D0WN| tHiS SP0t
HERE iN MY HEARt
CAUSE Y0UR All i GOt.
x O x O _MiZzEYO
iT WAS MORE tHAN PAiN
iT WAS M0RE tHAN W0RdS
iT WAS EVERYtHiNG i WANTEd
BUt NOTHiNG i DESERVEd
i StAYEd DOWN WitH YOU
MORE tHAN i SH0UlD HAVE
&& i l0VEd YOU MORE ;
MORE tHAN i C0UlD HAVE
i RiSKEd AlOT
FOR YOU & YOUR SCANDAlS
BUt WHAt i GOt iN REtURN
WAS M0RE tHAN i C0UlD HANDlE
Y0U GAVE HER EVERYtHiNG
tHAt i SH0UlD HAVE G0t
_& SHE 0BVi0USlY GAVE YOU S0MEtHiNG
tHAt i C0Uld NOt.
BUt iM NOt GUNNA CRY F0R YOU
i D0Nt HAVE tO W0RRY
CAUSE WHEN Y0U WAlKEd OUt 0F MY liFE
Y0U MADE AN0tHER CHAPtER
iN tHE St0RY