He left in silence
No signs of goodbye
She didn't shed a tear
She was confused as to why
Loving him was all she had
Taking everything the good with the bad
That night he walked out the door
He took part of her with him
The remains of her heart turned to ashes
The light in her eye went dim
The moment the door closed
And his fingertips left the knob
She heard time slow down
And knew that he would not return
She sat in that same spot for hours
Wanting to cry, scream,and yell
Yet she remained silent
Just the same as he left
Lost for words i stare
At a wall that contains my emptiness
I take a deep breath and think of you
Your voice no longer screams inside my head
Only faint whispers of you saying my name
Fade off into the distance
The ringing of your voice has gone away
Your laughter, can no longer take my air away
My pen fails to write scrambled words
So i stare
At the memories that we shared
Of laughing and crying
Talking and sighing
The thoughts of you holding my hands
And wraping me up in your arms
And never letting go
But this empty wall is not telling me so
It does not give me comfort
Or tell me you will be here soon
It does not fill my paper with words
Letting you know how much i truly
love you
So all i can do is hope
That my wall is magically painted
Of a picture of me and you
So in my heart you will forever remain
Time and time again i give you my trust
And i am sure that what you feel for her is just lust
How could you leave here over and over with out a solitaire good bye
Like a broken record that plays i keep asking myself why
I try and i try to come up with some sorry excuse for you
Why it is that i am so naive, I have no clue
I no longer have the will to take it anymore
My heart can no longer take the hole that you insist on burning to the core
I thought that i needed you in my life
Needless to say you have only caused pain and strife
But why did i run back like you were my helpless addiction
when you were the needle that caused my affliction
I am going to let every thing go now
I have found my serinity and peace so how
And i have no choice but to leave this abandon house
Time and time again i give you my trust
And i am sure that what you feel for her is just lust
How could you leave here over and over with out a solitaire good bye
Like a broken record that plays i keep asking myself why
I try and i try to come up with some sorry excuse for you
Why it is that i am so naive, I have no clue
I no longer have the will to take it anymore
My heart can no longer take the hole that you insist on burning to the core
I thought that i needed you in my life
Needless to say you have only caused pain and strife
But why did i run back like you were my helpless addiction
when you were the needle that caused my affliction
I am going to let every thing go now
I have found my serinity and peace so how
And i have no choice but to leave this abandon house
When you lied, It may just as well have torn my heart to pieces
I dare not say that I can feel it any more, but I can not bare the utter pain that is thriving with in my body
Visions in my mind burn, rip, gash, slit
Your pictures to fragments
I have tried years now to forget
Still here I am time and time again throwing this same old fit
I want you to feel the same pain that I have felt
Then again I would never deal my worst enemy the hand I was dealt
But for you I will make an exception
Solely because you have been gracious enough to hand me your deception
Roasting my heart in your eternal hell
When you said, "I love you,"
I went over the moon.
My heart sang its glory,
The stars sang in tune.
As when with a word
God brought forth light,
So with these words
You ended my night.
So with these words
You made something new:
A bond of devotion
Between me and you.
How powerful words
To shape who we are!
We ponder in silence;
Our words cross a bar.
Your words crossed a threshold
And entered the past,
Yet they have created
A world that will last.
Revised
Mira
She danced upon the beach
Twirling and gliding
Arms wrapped around herself
While still smiling
Hair draped down her back in an array of curls
Skin kissed by the sun lightly
Wearing a milky white dress
Face smooth, soft no sign of stress
Mira
She closes her eyes
Only to make her smile deepen
She floats lightly to the ground
As if her knees had weakened
Letting the ocean hit her curvy body
Her mind runs away
Running her fingers through the sand
Gently touching each grain
She inhales the salty air
Slowly exhales as her chest falls in
Wanting the feeling to never end.
I cried last night because of you
Some how i feel that these tears are way past due
I thought of you but not you alone
So here i go again listening to all of the sad songs
Though you have not shared with me your past
I don't feel that the silence is going to last
You still care for her i know that is true
Thats probably why lately i have been feeling so blue
You have never mentioned her name
But it still all hurts the same
I know that she has passed
But your love for her still lasts
You see i am not your only spanish flower
She too is on your mind in the darkest hour
How do you know that your love for her is not there
When you did talk of her you seemed to care
I imagine that she is beautiful beyond belief
But i'm not ready to face that kind of grief
You said that your love had a chance to grow
But when she passed thats as fars as it goes
So if she is not for you, why choose me
Does that mean that were meant to be
Don't feel that you owe me anything
I'm not asking you for diamonds and rings
There is some thing that i thought that you should know
Before I go,
I leove you
loev
levo
Love thats the word
I forgot how to say it.
I hope that you exchange
Her love for my name
He wakes at dusk
Eyes still heavy from lack of sleep
He find that his body is very weak
Opens his eye but every thing is a blur
He only remembers her smell, her touch; her
He smiles, and rolls over
To find that his bed is sopping with blood ~and she is not there
He starts to panic,
He rolls out of bed
Sangre
Sangre
Sangre
Stolen breathes
Oxygen decreasing
Heart beat increasing
Creaking floor covered in blood
Feet pattering on the cold floor
His skin loosing pigmentation as he approaches the door
Chest collapsing
Sangre
Sangre
Sangre
His body grows paralyzed
As he stalks forward
He stops in astonishment…
Sangre
There she is...
Body brute, cold, empty
He inhales and closes his eyes
Hoping his eyes were deceiving him and this is all just lies
He opens them wipes his face
Sangre
His hands too are covered in blood
He falls to his knees besides her
As he feels she couldn't be nearer
Tries to stop the flow of blood
He stops as he realizes it comes from her heart
Or something there of
Sangre
He finds a note written in her diluted writting
" You are my life. "
Four words to evolve from
Sangre
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