sweetie_987

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Hey this is me lol I go by manda leigh lol and Amanda so yah I am 21 and I love to write my favorite spot to go is the beach
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Knowing you was great Growing up with you was fun Loosing you really hurts Missing you every dayThinking about you all the time Remembering you makes me smile Hearing about you makes me sad Looking at your pictures makes me cry You were too young You had so much living to do Experiencing life’s journeys You died too young I still remember the day I found out Its was the saddest day of my life I will never forget your smile Your laugh And when you dumped me on the roller coaster We always talked about that We laughed every time Memories of you Will never be forgotten I miss you And I will forever miss you And I will never forget you RIP You were great You will always be in my heart Glad you’re watching over Everyone that was in your life. Tyler 85-04

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No one is going to love you like I do No one will make you feel the way I did No one will put up with what I did No one will make you feel important like I didNo one will appreciate you like I did No one will be able to make you happy like I did No one will do everything for you like I did without anything in return I loved you for you I loved you for your heart Not for your looks Not for your mustang Not for your money I loved you for you the real you The one I got to know The one that wasn’t scared to love me I see you for you and loved you And still do.

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You are my sister You are my friend You are who I look up to You are the one I turn to for adviceYou are the one who was there You always had my back I know you always will You gave me the greatest gift of all My 2 nephews You make me see the happiness in life and the strength to become a mom of my own You make me see the goodness of life The one who gets my feelings out You’re the greatest sister A girl could ask for We are best friends And I wouldn’t want it any other way I love you sister Always know that.

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How will I be ok when everything I feel is destroyed? When I fell in love with you I didn’t think this is how I would end up? You loved me yes but why did you hurt me. I am the girl that cries in the rain because she is hurting...I loved you enough to marry you I wanted you to be mine; the one I would spend the rest of my life with then one I would go to sleep with at night and the 1st person I see when I wake up. I knew I loved you when I laid eyes on you. You loved me too so why did you hurt me and betray me. Why do the one thing I asked you not to do. How am I supposed to be ok when the one I loved and trusted broke my heart in a million pieces? How will I be able to love and trust again when you destroyed me? I am broken will I ever be fixed? Will I ever stop loving you even though you hurt me so.

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You’re the one I need You’re the one that has all the answers The one that will always be there You’re my best friendThe one I can count on The one that always has the words to say The words that I need to hear The hugs The kisses I need when I am hurting You’re the greatest And you always will be You are my best friend and my mom I don’t know where I would be today Without you by my side Thanks Mom for everything I love you.

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A friend like you There’s no one like you You make me laugh When I am brokenYou make me cry when you are in trouble You protect me when I need back up I protect you when you need back up We cry when each other is hurting You get me out to have fun When I need it the most You have the shoulder for me to cry on You have the right words to say When I need to laugh or smile You always have the great hugs That is needed the most You always have the time for me So I can vent to you You are always there When you’re needed the most You are my best friend You are my blood sister I love you Thanks for everything and being there.

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When I see you The memories fill my mind The good times the bad times The way you made me feelSome days I felt like the luckiest girl Some days I felt like the stupidest girl But even though there was good and bad times I wanted you I needed you I loved you I never stopped loving you And I still do I always will And you know how I feel.

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The day I looked at you and walked away Was the day my heart and my soul died With my died heart and soul The tears began to fallWhen the tears began to fall Her hope Her faith Her dreams They all died to Because of you And because of you I walked away.

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As I look into the mirror What do I see? I see a girl hurting so deeply A girl screamingA girl with a broken smile A girl with a broken heart A girl feeling destroyed A girl feeling betrayed And crying inside and out I see the girl that loved you She is left with pain Left with tears Left with fears Left with her soul and her heart hurting You did this to the girl I see in the mirror Why? This is what I see.

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I love you once I love you now I always have I always willMy heart is taken My heart is broken And words left unspoken And feelings left hurting When I look into your eyes I see pain and devastation I look at my self I see a sad girl That’s feeling destroyed And her heart shattering You hurt me once You hurt me twice And I am hurting now But it’s the last time Feeling so devastated.

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You know your feelings are hurt when you can’t sleep at night you close your eyes and what do you see you see the one that hurt you so deeplyWill this pain ever go away it’s so bad you feel like you wanna take your life away but is that the right answer will that make you pain go away no it won’t pain is with you for as long as you live you just have to forget about it and move on to be happy pain from someone you loved really hurts.

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I have been with this guy for 1 year off and on… And we hit a rough patch and he went with another girl for about 2 weeks and then we got back together. Everything was good and then he tested this other girl that he was with for the 2 weeks when we went bad… Anyhow he said he didn’t want her back or anything he just missed her friendship.And anyhow he went to the bar and this girl was grinding on him and he didn’t stop her because he knew her… He said he was sorry and he didn’t let her do it because he wanted her so he said he was sorry and it wouldn’t happen again and he promised because he knows what he has with me and he said he loves me and wants to be with me. I almost broke it off last night because I am fed up with things… But you could tell he didn’t want me too because he loves what we have… So he promised he wouldn’t do anything again… If the girl that grinded on him does it again he will walk away… How am I supposed to trust that… I mean he is allowed to hang out with his friends… So what do I do give him the benefit of the doubt and see what happens and if he screws up again then to end it? Can anyone help me... I am so upset I don’t know what to think or do... About this I love him so much and we have been through a lot and our love came through... Will it again... Has he learned that I don’t mess around and when I say I will leave he knows it... What does anyone think? Help me, Manda.

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