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Will I ever find you...
or have I just made 'you' up in my heart.
I've lost you in the depts of my soul...
I wish you could come back and find me... I'll be standing up tall.
I've searched and searched... but I just can't seem to fine you.
Your lost in the darkness... or am I the one lost...
come back towards the light
I promise I won't bite.
You have never escaped my heart
but you have wondered through
I wish I could wonder with you, right by my side
I wish that someday soon, I will find you.
The mysterious mortal I've waited for all along.
Will it be true, will it be real, will it be you.
'The one' I just haven't seemed to find yet.
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She lives this life
this horrible life
There is no peace around
As she falls to the ground
She cries and cries
Than shuts her eyes
In a better place she is
after her eyes are sealed shut
She dreams of this wonderful land
in which she lives
all alone
In peace she'll live
In peace she'll die
But when she opens her eyes
She knows all her dreams were just lies
She than gets up
and lives her horrible life
For as long as she can
until she decides to use that knife.
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Good friends are people who care about you,
and would take the time to help you if your down.
Whatever the case is,
they will always be there for you,
try and make you feel better,
and most of all they would be a good listener.
Good friends will make you laugh and smile,
share there thoughts
and love and be by your side at all times.
Never will they betray you, a good friend,
is a loyal one indeed.
Many may argue, say things they didn't mean..
but to know there a true friend..
they will do whatever they can to be forgiven..
So if you have a true best friend,
keep them close to you, there arn't many out there..
and you'd never have that same bond of friendship..
true friends who care and love you,
will always be there for you..
don't push them away..
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Will I ever find you...
Or have I just made 'you' up in my heart.
I've lost you in the depts of my soul...
I wish you could come back and find me...
I'll be standing up tall.
I've searched and searched...
but I just can't seem to fine you.
Your lost in the darkness...
or am I the one lost...
come back towards the light
I promise I wont bite.
You have never escaped my heart
but you have wondered through
I wish I could wonder with you, right by my side
I wish that someday soon, I will find you.
The mysterious mortal i've waited for all along.
Will it be true, will it be real, will it be you.
'The one' I just haven't seemed to find yet.
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Tears falling down
Theirs nothing she can do
Like a waterfall, they pour down her rosy cheeks
Her makeup smearing, you can see the black
Mascara underneath the dark circles of her eyes
There... Standing, she looks in the mirror at herself
What a complexion of deep sorrow,
Her red eyes looking back at her white, soft face
She stands staring into her eyes
She than begins crying once more
Not looking at her face anymore now
She can’t take it
She tries crying herself to sleep
But she can’t seem to fall asleep just yet…
Trying to think of something else that would make her happy
Usually there is nothing that can cheer her up…
So she thinks of the pain and suffering...
She eventually, falls into a deep sleep without knowing
Dreaming of a land where she is happy
No more depression or nights of pain
Standing there smiling in the rain, its seems so real
She tilts her head backwards
Droplets of liquid falling from the sky and onto her face
It stops.
She soaked now
Though her face has this smile
She was happy for a second
She felt so free, away from all her problems
She stood alone, not pretending no more
It was pure happiness for an instant...
But than... She awakes… it was all a dream...
Her stream of tears will continue...
She puts on her face
Starting her day
Like a play
She is such a great actress
She’ll fool you all with her smile.
How long can she take this...
Maybe death will come sooner.
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Lying in her soft warm bed,
covered with a blanket.
She holds her teddy bear tight
as if to know someone is there.
Salty liquid falling down from the corner of her
turquoise eyes and onto her cloudy pillow
She thinks of that day...
Wanting to go back and fix everything...
Wanting to make it all different for today.
She can't control herself,
wishing that she could start that day over.
Pounding, her temple aches with pain.
Soon she falls asleep…
Waking up so early the next day…
Trying to make the best out of things...
Trying to not regret.
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If tomorrow never comes than that must mean I have done all I could on earth, I have accomplished what I was meant to do... now its my time to go somewhere else... I may never know what it was or what was the reasoning for everything that happened throughout my life... But why question life, why question or even think about things that we will never get an answer to? I myself have done this, but have learned for the most part... Everyone is set on this journey, neither knowing why or what to do... we come across many obsticals... learn from our mistakes... continue our journey each and everyday, until God says, times up. When ours or a friend's 'time is up' we must learn to accept it, we or they are gone for a reason... a reason unknown... We tell ourselves that thier is a reason for each death... but this is not always true. The reason I say this is because, what about the little children that die so young.. what about people who are somewhere at the wrong time and lose there life in an instant... these people that die so tragic and young could have accomplished so much through life, if only given a chance. Therefore, not everyone gets a chance so appreciate all you got right now, don't have any regrets. Enjoy each and everyday as if they were your last... don't argue over silly things that can be easliy fixed.. Just remember... Life is too short... try your hardest to enjoy every moment you get, it could be your last. The memories, the laughter, and the times unspoken but so dear to our hearts... will always be with us.
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All alone she sits...
thinking about everyone she knows...
not knowing what will happen next...
not knowing if tomorrow will even come...
wasting her life...
sitting there...
just thinking...
getting depressed...
never being positive about herself...
if tomorrow doesn't come
than what does she has to show of herself... nothing...
a wasted piece of life...
that could've been much more...
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Day by day I awakin to a different me... I'm not the same person from yesterday or the day before... I've grown... become more wiser and smarter with the decisions I choose to make each day... mistakes will be made but I have the next day to look ahead for...If I am gifted with that next day of life I can fix those mistakes by making better choices, being a better person, helping people out... What ever I did yesterday or the day before is in the past... don't let your past interfear with your future... don't live in the past... look foward to each and everyday... be happy and enjoy life while you have it... make smart choices... love your enimies... don't say anything you'd regret, you might just never see that person again... because today could be your's or a loved ones Last Day...
Each day is a gift from God. So don't ever say God's never done anything for you... He gave you life, and he continues to bless you with it every time you wake up.
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