you can run for so long... but then you cant run any more and your problems will catch up with you... how old are you??? I'm *ssuming highschool... you mother needs to understand that you need to run your own life... Love who you want to love wait I can't... you cant choose who you love.. it just happens... answer me this.. does the man your with right now treat you right? has he ever cheated on you? does he love you? does he show it? does he treat you the way you want and deserve? Does he bring you flowers when your sick? and kiss you goodnight... even on the phone? does he make you smile even if you don't want to or your not in the mood?? now... if you answered no to the second question and yes to all the rest, then why would you want any more... but if there were all yes answers or all no answers or more then one no answers, then you need to ask yourself those same questions about the other guy you say you know you love... love concures all... follow your heart not your head.... your head gets you into trouble... your heart gets you out.