When you love someone and miss them as much as you do...they should be appreciative enough to give you the time of day. Sad that it doesn't always happen that they feel just the same. Anyone whose loved will feel just the way you do. Your heart is no less special or valuable...it's just that he didn't have his open enough to see. I liked reading your poem and hope your heart begins to mend...with a memory of love..without it turning into a bitter feeling. This is just something that happens sometimes....Not your fault...not his. Feel better!