I hide how I really feel behind these eyes so you will never know how depressed I really am. So I finally took that blade for the last time and as I was in the bathtub I took that cold razor and I slid it against my wrist one last time!! As I watch the blood flow out of my wrist.. I feel tired now Things are getting blury!! Then I hear my mom pounding on the door crying.. as if she knew what her daughter was going to do. So now that I am gone I wonder if everyone is happier without me!!! umm I wonder!!!