I’ve never felt this way before,
A feeling of total self bliss.
Wanting you day by day,
Just to feel your sweet and warm kiss.
I want you in many ways,
People will never understand.
But I do not care what they think,
Because all I care is to hold your hand.
To one distant day,
That I will never regret.
Feeling you close to me,
Feelings I will never forget.
Oh God help me,
It feels like I am falling.
I can’t take this pain anymore,
For all I am doing is crawling.
I will take this risk,
For I do not understand.
One day to realize,
That this is not what I planned.
I am falling into darkness,
Yet a light of hope still remains
I cannot stop falling and falling,
Yet there is still no bloodstain.
#love, #pain, #memories, #darkness