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unsure whether love is real or not.
so many heartbreaks,
so much pain,
should i love you,
or should i not?
is it love or is it lust?
is this real,
or are you going to hurt me,
like so many before you?
i just want someone worthy of my trust.
is all this too much to ask?
was i too happy,
was i too sad?
have i not gotten enough punishment?
can someone take away my mask?
I dont want pain,
im tired of being numb,
do i deserve happiness?
or am i going to have to go back,
and be numb again?
Do i deserve you?
have i done enough good,
have i been punished enough,
i havent loved anyone
in so long, can you be the one?
I fall away,
day by day,
with unanswered questions,
nothing to sway me,
from my depression,
the numbness to stay,
all because,
you couldnt truthfully say,
i love you.

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