lonely and afraid
sat alone, confused and empty
my cold heart beats,but for what i dont know
questions unanswered memories that fade.
i dont want to remember any more
everyone sees the same face
no one bothers to delve deeper
for if they do, it scares them what they find
a hurt lost little girl
no direction no love just emptiness
and a wanting to belong
how can i love ? i dont know how....
these barriers and memories push people away
to protect me from any more pain.
i get close to some one then wham
automatic pilot kicks in and im alone yet again
this isnt me!
robbed from my life i now live in fear
no love , no joy just bitterness and tears
take it away im had my fair share
i want to live i want to be me again!