I cannot trust you

I cannot trust you.

Do you think that I don't know what is going on.

I cannot trust you.

Like I don't know you, how long have we been together?

I cannot trust you.

I am not stupid, I just don't care anyone. You don't respect me, so I will not respect you.

Ans still, I cannot trust you. 

We are together for the 'family' that we have but we are far from in love.

I am yours when you want people to see me being yours, yet you do not include me in all aspects of your life.

So, I cannot trust you.

I see the people you talk with, I see how you do not include me in your social life.

I see how you leave to talk on the phone or how you delete messages from your phone.

I will not trust you.

You always wonder why I do not answer your phone or look at your phone.

It is not because I hope to never find anything, it is because I know what is there and I am tired of accidentally finding things.

Yet, you want me to trust you.

Just as I get comfortable with you I see messages like, "hey boo" or "I miss you too," with new names and old names...Bonnie, huh.

I want to just snap on you, raise my voice, scream "DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HURTS!" 

You will not change and I will not forgive you.

 

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