It all comes so fast--spilling out.
Emotions pour; Anger, rage, and doubt.
Pain, so much... boiling up in me.
I'd forgotten what it was like to see.
Blinded by your "love," by you.
Blinded so I can't see what's true.
You're the same-- I'm just there.
A placeholder-- to fill the air.
Your arms cold, your kiss the same.
Now we step into our own little game.
Words clouded with a strange new fear.
I'll let loose only one more tear.
Lies digging you in so deep...
Pain, so strong, set to steep.
It's boiling over into the fire.
Hissing and spitting, making it tire.
Who am I kidding? I'll never leave you...
I'll re-cover my eyes, and pretend this is true.
A little more broken--
My words left unspoken.
Will I always love you more?
I let this question go, feeling sore.
Sleep in your arms-- letting it go.
I'll put on this smile- all for show.
I'll never hurt you.
Blinded will you believe this is true?