It all built up.
The erge has came back.
To many things at once.
Its had to be happen.
Nothing to change what had just been done.
Only a few more scars to add to the never ending list of 151.
No-one to blame.
Nothing to frame.
Not a hobby.
Its not a game you play for fun.
It just had to be done.
Nothing but the end of the track to another unwanted end of a chapter.
No bridge to go over, no u-turns allowed not even a side street to turn down.
A feeling like this is not like no other.
Its not for fame.
Nothing like that.
Just have to feel some physical pain in between the emotional crap that felt like a game.
People all around you reasuring you'll be okay.
Thats nothing but an on going line just like a bad un wanted rhyme.
Theres people that love you and will do anything you name.
Although thats true and you feel the same way too.
Theres just things no-one can do!
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