191 blogs for U
I read all the blogs I wrote during the torment of your love today.
I read all the pain and remember all the tears,
I read all the blogs to keep my mind clear.
To remember why I decided to pull you out of my life and start anew.
Even though we are not together our hope are fresh but my dreams are stale.
I read all those blogs of love and trail of tears of the last two years and a half of relationship down the drain.
Your lost not mines you did the harm and are still holding on to a love that was so great from my side and not yours.
Your lost not mines you did the harm and I cried and died and picked myself up. My knees were scraped and my heart broken.
My eyes dim and my hair dull. My glow gone and my smile forgotten.
My sleep interrupted and my daily routine empty.
My children suffer of a lost so big they miss they me and I can not help it.
I read all the blogs I wrote during the torment of your love today and all 191 were sad and so I know I am doing the right decision.
Good-bye my love
and to all a good life...