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lost innocence

looking back on the time and the place
seing that childs innocent face
knowing that things are,nt as they appear
for inside she cries silent tears
deep inside she is filled with pain
she feels dirty and full of shame
innocence lost at a very young age
locked this child in a pain filled cage
there is no freedon or escape
from the fact that this child was raped
while the guilty man is roaming free
this child is sentenced to eternity
eternity locked away with all this shame
she cant help but she feel she was to blame
even though common sence says it was not her fault
she cant seem to help having these thoughts
what if,s keep running through her mind
she keeps going back to these moments in time
is ther nothing she could have done??
why didnt she scream or at least try to run.
fear kept her frozen to the spot
while this grown man did what he should not
shame and fear made her keep the silence
kept her from telling anyone about the violence
the thing that is shocking beyound belief
is that this child can never get any relief
now she is in a prison with no gate
this man.....he sealed her fate

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Comments (3)
    • bastards like that need castrated!
      • Being frozen with fear is a natural reaction. And this I know: God can heal and so can love! Some of the things that befall us in life defy logic, goodness, fairness and more. There is no way to reconcile them and so whatever they are the hurt us, diminish us, make us feel worthless. It is only when we hand these things to God that we can begin to breath again and begin to heal. It's hard because we very people who have been forced to be strong (even if we started life with soft hearts), we've had to rely on ourselves for so long. Never forget...but one day we also have to deal with forgiveness. That's a harder concept to get a grip on and I still struggle with it. Because I have a glitch in me and it is, I can't forgive someone who shows no remorse, or apology. Anyway, I feel for you old friend. Follow God's example...its a really good one to shoot for even though we are bound to fall short sometimes!!
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