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  • This inner struggle you're talking about.. I feel the horrible pain of it as I went through the same thing inside. Sometime the innner battle is harder than the one on the outside. Nobody can change your life...only you can but sometimes talking to someone who has confronted the same can help. I'd be glad to tell you the things that helped me to find hope in the face of adversity. People can pont to things...but it's like riding a have to feel it, you have to balance it but I might be able to lend a helping hand with a few things I can tell you. I'll just say this.....LOVE is already inside of you.

    goodbye can mean a second chance

    ive died inside
     yes i know keep my head up and faith alive
     trust me ive tried
     i just go in around and around just to end up in the same place
    just another lost soul gone without a trace
    im tired of trying
     because the more i do i feel like im dien
     why am i fighting to live if im just living to die
     can someone please tell me why?
    so much pain and heart aches
     with every day my heart breaks
     every step of the way i find my self a stray
     staryed from the real me
     its like im trying to be what im unable to be
     this is my life i just wish you could see
    everyone makes mistakes
    and i know there are no life retakes
     this is like the only thing i know
     its like the past is something i cant let go
     where i go from here; i do not know but i know
     this road will be long and dim
    my future is looking grim
    im trying to find the light
     but it seems im struggling to find wats right
    no one knows how much ive tried
    to change my self within
    but sometimes i dont even know where to begin
    im not trying to be how others want to see
    but i know i must change me
    in order to survive and do good
    i just wish someone understood
    i made for more them im doing now
    i juz have to break away and learn how
    i know i can change

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