goodbye can mean a second chance

ive died inside
 yes i know keep my head up and faith alive
 trust me ive tried
 i just go in around and around just to end up in the same place
just another lost soul gone without a trace
im tired of trying
 because the more i do i feel like im dien
 why am i fighting to live if im just living to die
 can someone please tell me why?
so much pain and heart aches
 with every day my heart breaks
 every step of the way i find my self a stray
 staryed from the real me
 its like im trying to be what im unable to be
 this is my life i just wish you could see
everyone makes mistakes
and i know there are no life retakes
 this is like the only thing i know
 its like the past is something i cant let go
 where i go from here; i do not know but i know
 this road will be long and dim
my future is looking grim
im trying to find the light
 but it seems im struggling to find wats right
no one knows how much ive tried
to change my self within
but sometimes i dont even know where to begin
im not trying to be how others want to see
but i know i must change me
in order to survive and do good
i just wish someone understood
i made for more them im doing now
i juz have to break away and learn how
i know i can change

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  • This inner struggle you're talking about.. I feel the horrible pain of it as I went through the same thing inside. Sometime the innner battle is harder than the one on the outside. Nobody can change your life...only you can but sometimes talking to someone who has confronted the same can help. I'd be glad to tell you the things that helped me to find hope in the face of adversity. People can pont to things...but it's like riding a bike...you have to feel it, you have to balance it but I might be able to lend a helping hand with a few things I can tell you. I'll just say this.....LOVE is already inside of you.