IT ALL STARTED WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL IN MY 9TH GRADE YEAR. I NOTICED CHRIS A BOY I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO ON MYSPACE AND HE LOOKED FAMILIAR SO I WALKED UP TO HIM AND WE STARTED TALKING WE SWITCHED NUMBERS AND THATS WHEN IT ALL STARTED.HE STARTED WALKING ME TO CLASS EVERYDAY, HE WOULD CALL EVERYDAY AND HE WOULD ALWAYS WANT TO TAKE ME TO PLACES. WELL ONE DAY HE FINALLY ASKED ME OUT AND I SAID YES. FROM THEN ON WE WOULD ALWAYS TALK ON THE PHONE AND WE WOULD EVEN SLEEP ON THE PHONE. WELL AS MONTHS WENT ON WE FELL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER THEN A YEAR WENT ON AND IT JUST GOT STRONGER. NOW IM IN MY SENIOR YEAR AND THATS WHEN IT ALL FELL APART. HE HAD DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL AND HE JUST COULDNT PAY FOR ME WHEN WE WOULD GO ON DATES, EVERY TIME WE WOULD GO OUT I WOULD PAY FOR BOTH OF US AND I WOULDNT MIND. WELL WE WERE STILL KIND OF GOING STRONG IN SOME TIME IN NOVEMBER OF LAST YEAR 2008. WELL AS DAYS WOULD GO BY I NOTICED CHRIS WAS CHANGING HOW HE ACTED AND HOW HE TREATED ME. HE STARTED TREATING ME LIKE SHIT. WELL I WAS FEELING DOWN SO I TRY TO CALL MY BEST FRIEND WHICH SHE KNOWS HOW I FEEL ABOUT CHRIS AND SO I CALLED HER AND SHE DIDNT ANSWER AND I WAS LIKE THATS WIERD SHE ALWAYS ANSWERS MY CALLS AND SO I WAS LIKE MAYBE SHE IS BUSY. WELL SHE CALLS BACK 3 HOURS LATER I TOLD HER THAT CHRIS WAS ACTING DIFFERENT BUT THAT I WAS STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM SO IMA TRY TO SEE WHATS WRONG. WELL WE FIXED IT AND COME DECEMBER HE THOUGHT THAT IT WAS TIME FOR US TO HAVE SEX AND I WAS NOT THAT READY BUT SINCE WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS AND 5 MONTHS AND WE WERE BOTH VIRGENS I AGREED TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM. WE HAD SEX IN DECEMBER 19 2008 AND I FELT LIKE THAT MEANT A LOT BECAUSE HE WAS MY FIRST. BUT I GUESS I THOUGHT WRONG BECAUSE COME JANUARY 2009, IT ALL STARTED TO FALL APART AGAIN HE BROKE UP WITH ME ON JAN. 21,09 AND I WAS HEARTBROKEN SO I CALL THE ONLY PERSON THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME MY BEST FRIEND AND I TOLD HER EVERYTHING AND I NOTICED SHE REALLY DIDNT SAY MUCH SO I WAS LIKE HELLO I NEED YOUR ADVICE AND SHE COMES OUT AND SAYS IT THAT HER AND CHRIS HAVE BEEN MESSING AROUND WITH EACH OTHER. AND THAT THEY HOOKED UP ON JAN. 10.2009 AND THAT JUST BROKE MY HEART EVEN MORE I SAID SHE WAS A B*TCH FOR THAT AND THAT WE WERE TOGETHER AND THAT SHE KNEW I LOVED HIM. SHE SAID THATS WHY HE WAS CHEATING ON YOU WITH ME SHE SAID SHE DIDNT MIND US SHARING HIM I SAID SHE WAS A HOE AND THAT I CANT BELIEVE SHE DID THAT. SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND FOR MORE THAN 7 YEARS AND SHE DOES THIS TO ME. WELL I TOLD HER SINCE SHE WANTED HIM SO BAD SHE CAN HAVE HIM. I WENT HOME RAN TO MY ROOM AND LOCKED THE DOOR AND STARTED TO CRY I HAVE LOST 2 PEOPLE I LOVE THAT DAY. THE BOY I FELL IN LOVE WITH AND THE BEST FRIEND THATS ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEEDED HER. AND NOW IM THE GIRL WHO SHOWS NO LOVE TO BOYS, THE GIRL WHO CANT TRUST NONE OF HER FRIENDS NOW BECAUSE IM SCARED IF I TRUST SOMEONE SO MUCH THEY MIGHT DO ME WRONG. NOW ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE AND TRUST THE MOST ARE ALWAYS GONNA BE THE ONES WHO DO YOU WRONG AND HURT YOU THE MOST. BUT THATS OK BECAUSE IF IT WOULDNT OF BEEN BECAUSE OF THEM I WOULDNT OF BEEN A STRONG GIRL.
YOU JUST READ MY LOVE STORY AND HOW I BECAME WHO I AM TODAY A STRONG AND WISE GIRL. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY LOVE STORY AND HOW IT ALL BROKE DOWN. LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON WHAT YOU THINK OF MY STORY. THANK YOU AND ANY ADVICE WOULD BE HELPFUL I REALLY DO THINK I NEED SOME SO PLEASE JUST LEAVE A COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK THANK YOU AGAIN.
Dear, all the five fingers can never be equal, the same is the example with the world. You can find trustworthy people and the people having no credibility. there are a lot of people who can be trusted, and also the world is not filled up with the wrog people. Don't lose hope. I am sure you can achieve your goal when you have hope and determination. Your determination is your asset and your hope is your way to the destinatioin.
Although it is heart breaking that he cheated on you but you had seen at the same time that your the best girlfriend also did the same. So you found this distrust from both genders.
I understand your sincerety to him but he cheated on you and broke your verginity which is not good. I hope you will find your true love very soon and bring back comfort and peace in your life and forget about the past.
My prayers are for you.
DAM THAT iS TOO DEEP. i DNT KNOW WHAT iT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE THAT HAPPEN TO ME BUH I CAN ONLY IMAGiN THAT IT HURT SO MUCH MAMA. I WOULDA WHiPED THAT BiTCH;Z ASS HAHA. NAW BUH IT WAS A INTESTING STORYY, I KINDA SEEN IT COMiN ABOUT UR FRiEND MESSiN WiTH HiM.