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Heart broken twice in one year[Happy 2009]

Its a long story but well its true, last year i dated this guy (Matt) from january until june and well those 5 month's where probably the greatest 5 month's in the world, but he fucked it all up, some how he just lost feelings for me. He took a lot that he didn't deserve and i wish i could take it all back but sadly that isn't what this life is about. Its about learning well, i learned or at least i thought i did. Then 5 month's later i started to hang out a lot more with my best friend Bryan who happens to be the guy that most of my poems are dedicated to. Anyways so i decide to tell him how i truly feel because hes my best friend and he deserves to know, so i do but then he tells me that he doesn't feel the same, he tells me that he felt the same way last year when i was dating Matt, and well of course i felt bad. I just didn't understand why i was so in love with him, and i think it was because he is my best friend, the thing is that he said that it wouldn't be a good idea to date because we are such good friends. I just don't get how? I mean if he felt something for me before, no one says that those feelings cant come back.. right? well i guess not because he told me that he was sure that those feelings couldnt come back.... i just didnt know what to think. So my christmas was ruined and well i started off the year hoping for some one who deserves my love. some one who wont take advantage of me in any way or criticize me at all, but i guess that there is no such person. There is always some kind of problem right? But hey, you guys tell me other wise, feel free to leave me comments on what you think because im totally lost.

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