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why me?

people ask me whats wrong.
but when i go to speak words dont come out.
people ask me why am i crying? but when i speak noone can hear.
so i ask myself why is this happen to me?
is it because my souls already dead? or because my heart been cut an bleed to death?
life has no meaning to me. my happyness faded away from me,
my fath has died. so tell me why you had to take something that wasnt yours to have.
why you have to rape me. im screaming for you to answer me please just tel me why!
see what you did to me o i bet you are happy now.
feel like dying i have no more life in me to breath just waiting to die.
so i cut, i love to see the blood, mmmm the pain it feels so good to me.
now i cut deeper,deeper untill i see blood all over me, everythings black....AM I DEAD?
see what you did to me.?
Dam It they saved me but my soul is still dead there is no bringing it back cause you can trun back.
so tell me why you do this to me??

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Comments (6)
    • Hey, that's a very powerful poem. Nobody had that right, what they did but by tale of your poem...you're far from dead. You know more how fragile life is and the difference between evil and good. You might be able to help others and in time you'll find a lot of grace But don't hurt yourself...if you do, then evil has won and one thing for sure.. goodness beats evil, hands-down anyday. Evil can only mislead and rob and steal and take and masquarade, and pretend, but it can never outdo goodness. God is there too to those who pray to him. Some of his greatest people have know of pain and suffering and go on to do much good in the world. So while your faith in things is injured and broken....mend it...keep it. Things will get better! Its hard, it takes time...but it will!
    • You're welcome....have a happy Christmas. If you don't feel so good, think beyond yourself and do a good deed for someone and I promise you'll feel a new feeling grow.
    • I like what you write. Im sorry that you are going through the pain that you are going through. i can see it and actually feel it when I read your poetry. I wish you the very best and just hang in there, keep your head up. This is some thing that is tough and very hard to understand. There is no reason for something like this. You must understand that you did no wrong so you need to understand that you cant punish your self for this. You are alive and have a life. Life can be good...take care..ds
      • i know i use to try killing myself and other stuff because i hated myself for it and i didnt love myself anymore...i did some carzy stuff then i took some time and went to pr for 3mons and now im back to lil old me lol im still hurt over it but imma be ok an i began to love myself, its the first step to handle when i been thur...but thanks
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