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The coldest breakup

I think for the first time,
I don't need a razor blade to feel the pain.
Because I don't see any blood dripping,
Although my heart is pounding with pain.
I have never felt so much pain,
As I'm feeling right now.
I've ruined something in my life,
That was extremly important to me.
I know that I'll never get him back,
Because he gave me too many chances.
He was my everything,
And I decided to take advantage of that.

I broke up with him,

Thinking it was for the best.
But now that it's over,
It's the worst thing I did.
He gave me everything I needed,
Which that was love.
He loved me for what I was,
Not how I looked or dress.
We were perfect together,
We had the best times.
Everything was heading the right direction,
We even talked about our future.
We already had a baby name,
And I'm not even pregnant.
What we had,
Was different from all other couples.
Not only did we have love,
We had friendship.
Friendship is important in a relationship,
Because that's how love grows.
We could talk about everything,
And trust me, we sure did.
We also had communication,
Which is also important to keep a relationship growing strong.
Our fights didn't tear us apart,
They only brought us closer.
But I can't live a lie,
Pretending he's the one.
Who knows, maybe he is,
But I have to give it some time.
Our long distance relationship,
Was driving me crazy.
I kept thinking,
Where is he when I need him?
I don't want to laugh,
Or cry,
Or smile,
Without him.
That's what I've been doing though.
If I cry,
I want a shoulder to cry on.
If I laugh,
I want someone to laugh with me.
If I smile,
I want him to smile back at me.
I don't have his shoulder,
Or his laughter,
Nor do I have his smile.
This is the hardest thing I've ever done,
But who said life is easy?
I'm becomming more and more weak,
As the clock ticks by.
I don't want to be so weak,
That I shatter.
So I'll do this as fast as I can.
I love you with all my heart,
But I need to let go.

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