Lonliness
Submitted by BFG
E-mail: bigben_c@hotmail.com
Lonliness the thing deep down inside
Lonliness the thing in which u most try to hide
Its a bumpy road through your short and wonderful life
In this hard and long search for a lady, a wifeMany highs and many lows, thats the way that life goes
Too and throw and sometimes life gets pretty low
Meet a girl and put ur trust into her hand
Let your guard down show her the inside of this man
Relationships are tough but they leave scars
women are from venus men are from mars
Nothing as high as an intimate moment
nothin as low as a insulting moment
Not many People really deeply know me
And i dont open up easy and let it all out for free
And this has worsened by the actions of an infactuation
I thought i would have been treated with some appreciation
The guards came down and i let it all out
I had trust in this girl and without a glimpse of a doubt
She left me, she crushed me in front of her friends she dumped me
She laughed, she cried, and in front of everyone i almost died
Trust is a thing in people you take for granted allot
But when its broken its like a brick breaking the window of a shop
Your heart it shatters, and its hard to clean up
And for periods of time bits and peices keep popping up
Like the remains of a wreck etched into time
As it keeps popping up in the back of your mind
You want to move on but its very difficult to keep going
As you approach a girl the memories start showing
is it fear of rejection, or fear of humiliation
its a bit of both, im edgy like ive got no traction
i smile gently and move on like its nothing
I bottle it all up and no one knows a damn thing...