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Forbidden relationship

I've been thinking if what I did was wrong or right. How can I fight this feeling? My conscience tells me that I should have to stop this kind of relationship because it will ruin my life and it won't give me the real happiness.I've been raised by a family in a way that the want me to be. They send me to school to learned my education, cause the want me to grow up with full of knowledge and not to be ignorant. In school, teachers feed my mind with good deeds. I did the lesson of what my teachers taught me, but I learned it’s not that easy as I thought to be. I didn’t dream of becoming somebody. That’s me. I take life as its easy and go with what happen next. Maybe it's because I grow up in a place where there is no competence of what we call the technology of today, what the modern things brought into the world. When I was a child, life seems so simple. Never understand what really life means until I reach the age of adolescence. Life seems to be complicated then. Changes occur and it can hardly be avoided. I want things to stay the same, but I learned that the permanent things in this world are change. And that’s what I know in the law of thermodynamics too. There are changes always; you can't put them in a permanent place. Things I want to remain forever seen not to stay with me, as the say that you can't hold on to something. so as I began the journey of my life, I planned it as simple as I could for I want to live my life in a simplest way for I believe that simple life seems perfect and I won't hurry up for things. I wanted to have a family of my own, have children, and have a job to provide my family needs. That’s my greatest dream! BUT fate was so cruel, I meet someone. That’s when the time my life becomes ups and downs, I fall in love to a man who has own by someone else, but he shows love and he cared. I tried hard to ignore the feeling but how? I’ve been asking myself why this happens. Am I bad? He came into my life in a wrong time, I could never have him, but still I cling for him. Before I say that it’s better to endure the pain than to hurt anybody for I believe in KARMA, buts it’s not easy to do so. But I wish I could overcome this!
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Comments (3)
    • just do what makes u happy and follow ur heart.. that is the most important HAPPINESS,,what is life for?if u cant get the happiness. u must know we only have one life,and one chance to do all what we wants to do!
      • well i understand ur situation,, i just advice u to pray and hope it will guide u thru happiness... dont give up life must go on and on and be brave! god bless!
        • Stand Strong and ask the Lord to assist you through prayer.
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