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Poems by Da`geniuS
For you i wrote this
its you that i miss
a hug and a kiss
will put my heart at ease
You gave me pressure
i bought you pleasure
i gave wad you need
but its me you never heedI tried my very best
to clear your mess,
to ease your fears,
to dry your tears...
God is treating me like a fool
i just don't understand why
Never wanted me to played it cool
only know how to make me sigh
We are like two huge planets
far away from each other
or like dogs and cats
can never be together
i will walk by your side
just to make you braver.
i will be your kite,
just to fly you up higher
i tried to give you might,
to make you more stronger.
i tried to give to light,
to make ur path more clearer.
why can't you just gif us a try
and in order not to see you cry,
i tried my very best to fly,
so as to reach the beautiful sky.
but i fell into the burning hellfire,
to exchange for all your desire.
But you tore apart,
my fragile heart,
into many pieces,
at different places...
although i did sheltered you from the rain,
you still broke my heart once again,
leaving me to bear so much pain..
mend my broken heart with warm paint..
don't ask for too much cause i'm no saint...
what can i do to make you mine,
and wanna do it fair and square.
to me you are truly one of a kind,
and its only you that i really care.
always wanted you to know,
that i will never let you go.
i am willing to go any distance,
and through every resistance,
just to see your beautiful smile
i wanted gave you everything
and for you the songs i sing
for you i was all the while praying
if you are the queen,i will not be the king
but a loyal servent to serve you all my life
its you the one whom i love,
for my whole life willing to serve.
all i wanted was to make you realise
that i could give you a perfect paradise
you are my future
you are my past
my love to be actual
will always last
without you nothing in my life seems real
with you everything seems like too good
even if i have the determination and will
will you ever give my love a look
please try to forgive me
for causing all your confusion
please try to forget me
so that i will be only an illusion
i love you with my heart and soul
but your feelings to me is so cold
i always wanted to ask you why
afraid that to me you might lie
only for you i will change
only if you give me a chance
issit me that you don't believe
and tear my heart like a leaf
hoping throughout the night
that you will not be angry
but you only said its alright
when i said a sincere sorry
we are not made for each other
not close enough to be together
we can only blame it on the fate
that came on a time far too late
early in the moring when i wake
you are the first thing on my mind
sometimes its you that i will hate
but to you i am always very kind
you took away
my sincere love
for you whom i lay
in the whole earth
when i tried to ask you out
you kept giving me excuses
i turned away and shouted loud
hoping you will give me more chances
and now when i know the reason
its you whom i wanted to aviod
pretending to be so innocent
and my feeling started to uncoil
during midnight i can't sleep
its only when you're in my thought
knowing that its you i can't keep
i will run away to prevent being caught
i never wanna fight
i never wanna lose
without you nothing is right
with you everything came loose
what we need is just time
but you don't bother to give
i tried to make you mine
but what you did is leave
now i just got to know myself better
that i am nothing actually but a coward
cause i keep telling myself to say later
until its too late and unexpectedly got hurt
now that i feel this way
my courage have left none
holding myself on the bay
waiting for you the one
I've done what i could
hoping your mind to change
to take down your hood
and see me in a range
whenever
wherever
your're on my mind
will be left behind
i'm hurt
i'm gone
it won't work backward
and i will no longer haunt
looking back in the past
there was so much laughter
staring towards the future
only adds to my anger
My patience have a limit
wonder when it will end
My anger will soon be hit
Nothing will have it mend
Of all the things that have happened
None of them wnet according to plan
Although my heart have been hardened
but inside is still as soft as the sand
To me you are so special
that towards you i'll never lie
Towards you i tried to be social
but i am just too shy
My feelings are trapped
in your lovely maze
My vision is shrouded
by your greyish haze
Now,
My heart is sealed
My eyes are closed
listens to no one
and the chances are none
Its your knife
that changed my life
Its your call
that changed me all
all this now will stop
not going any further
i will make them halt
even to commit murder
nothing now matters
not even my feelings
why you may wonder
cause you isn't understanding
i will not be your wings
neither be your guard
you may still wondering
cause my life's too hard
all things shall be in the past
in my memories,perhaps yours too
and no longer i will haste
no longer stick to you like a glue
my heart now have a hole
i will never again be whole
nothing will remove my sorrow
not even the day after tomorrow
you're the cause,
of me shattered and torn.
never to be remorse,
and my love will not be reborn.
with you inside my head
i cannot concentrate
i want to make that fade
even i have to be dead
the things that i have shown
means really nothing
and i should have known
me myself deceiving
but its you i can't remove,
but i really can't take anymore damage.
taking away my precious youth,
and trapping my love in a lonely cage.
If you're willing to love me soon
my love for you sure will bloom
but if you're still as cold as the moon,
i'll hide my love in a hidden cocoon
Some say love heals
Some say love kills
they both are right
causing different plight
Your respond tear me down
Your action made my frown
Your love which can't be found
made me lose many pounds
How long will i be waiting,
perhaps until the end of time.
Don't know why i'm still waiting,
knowing that you can't be mine.
I have to face the fact
that i am lagging back
turn my hair to white from black
and all my smile were only an act
To some love are great
to me its only pain
only cause heart ache
until i wanna faint
Now i shall run
and i will part
away from fun
even if its hard
If I could turn back time....
If I could make you mine....
I will swear to the Gods that
I will never make you sad
in my heart,in my mind
hoping that you will be my mine
at anywhere,at any time
hoping that you will be just fine
I can go any place
just to see your face
even if i shall fall
i will sacrifice all
You don't know...
How i wish i was dead
feelings for you to fade
Hope that time could wait
For us and stop at eight
you tell me now and tell me true,
what i really means to you...
keep in mind that i love you...
My feelings now are different
so different from before
But i will not be trasparent
still love u ever more
I have waited long enough,
unable to continue anymore.
I am tired of all those stuff,
tired of loving til' the core.
.:Once Torn Can Never Be Patched:.
.:Once Lost Can Never Be Fetched:.
.:Knowing We Can Never Be Matched:.
.:To You I'll No Longer Feel Attached:.
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