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What I Look Back To
As i cried in my bed i was thinking about my life
What is going on with me?Why do i feel so depressed?
Could it be love, family, maybe friends?
There are some questions in my life that need to be answered
For i do not know what’s going on with me
It’s as if i loved someone but they didnt love me
Or i am being ignored by my family
It could be that friends aren’t what you expect them to be
I dont understand what’s going on in my life
And i fear if i dont understand soon i wont be here anymore
As my tears fell from my eyes on to the pillow i looked into the past
I saw some good memories
Some of which were with the person i thought loved me
And with the family i thought cared
Or with the friends i thought i could trust
But then i ran into some memories i did not like
I saw myself crying and holding my heart
I saw myself crying in the corner of my room
I saw myself standing alone in the dark
There seemed to be too many bad memories and now i dont know what to do
As i got out of bed and reached for the knife
I stabbed it through me without a care
It went through my heart and then i fell to the floor
Cold air swept past me and took me away to a place where i would look back
And see all the good memories
So now i lay there without any problems in my life
This is what i like to look back to
by Tiffany
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