butterflyrhei

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i miss ME...
i miss MYSELF...

i just miss BEING ME...
i just miss BEING MYSELF...

i miss laughing with you...
i miss hanging around with you...
i just simply...
MISS BEING WITH YOU...

:)

Happy Special Day my dear One...
you are with me and i am glad...
if you plan to leave tomorrow...
i won't let go of you..
if i have to beg...
for you to stay...
i would...

I love you...
ikawatako08...

,

sobra akong nasasaktan.....
alam mo ba iyun???
pero shempre hindi
dahil ang alam mo...
yung sakit lang na nararamdaman mo...
naging masaya ka naman di ba...
bakit kailangang ipagkaila mo sha...
kahit masakit pinilit
kong tanggapin.,,,
pero ipinaramdam mong
mas mahal mo sha...
at mas pipiliin mong ako
ang mawala...

I will Always be thankful
for having a friend like you...
I couldn't find for aptest words
to say how i really felt...
but i know a simple
"thank you nice man"
will do...

Thank you for making me feel better...
thank you for the sweetest, kindest
words you have written about me..

Stay happy and healthy...
Take care always...

,

i have been cried...
i have been hurt...
but with so much pride...
we'd rather keep apart..

you already have someone...
and i know you love her much...
and our love story is done...
and i have to find my own man...

as i read the old notes i've written...
i couldn't help but smile...
how the story begun and ended...
began with hi and ended with sad goodbyes...

loving you was a wonderful dream...
being with you was like a dream come true..
memories with you was like butter and cream...
with every sweet moments i have been with you...

i pray that it really would pay the price...
to keep my distance, watch you from afar...
to live on memories and let the love slowly dies..
as i make my silent wish on the falling star...

the reason why i smile is you...
thank you for making my day happy...

please stay!

i love you??? not yet sure...
i miss you??? yes i do...
are you the one??? remains to be seen...

i love you...
you adore her!
i miss you...
you think of her!

i wish i could be her..
even just for a day...
so that i know how does it feel
to be in your arms...
to be loved by you...
to be with you,,,

so that in my life...
i can have you even for awhile...

iloveyou!
and loving you
... is the only thing i know!

,

i don't like just want to be a princess of your heart
but i want to be QUEEN...
i don't want you to shower me with expensive gifts...
an ordinary wedding ring will do...
you don't have to take me  in most beautiful places around the world...
but i would be the happiest woman if i see you waiting at the altar...
i don't want to be just an ordinary friend of yours...
but i want more than...i want to be your other half...
i don't like just stolen moments...
coz i love being with you always...
i don't want to be the so-called "other woman"
what i need is to be your one and only woman...

am i asking too much...
before...
when today the reality is...
it will be okay with me now to be called "as your kept woman"

chocolate...

i am already living in peace...
but on the line i heard your voice....
now you leave my heart in race...
peace of mind broken into pieces...

things were never expected..
reality has been accpepted...
you were already belong to someone else...
but now you broke your silence...



strawberry...

,


the fault is all mine because...
i choose to love you this much...
i choose to believe that someday you gonna love me...
i choose to dream of living my life with you...
i choose to create a world for the two of us...

but time has come...
that i have to let go of you...
that i have to accept there will be no you and me...
that i have to face the reality without you by my side...
that i have to break the paradise made out of my illusions...

i thank you...
for the memories you've shared with me...
for the smiles that took away my weariness...
for the songs that will always remind me how special i was...
for the love and care that once you have shown...

i shall never forget...
  that once in my life there was man whom i fond to call "MY CHOCOLATE"
  that once there was a man who brought happiness into my life...
  that once in my life i felt so wonderful whenever this man is with me...
  that once in my life i save all my love and kisses just for the man i am so inlove with...
 that man was no one but you...




and most of all...
 i will always remember that once i have been called as " THE STRAWBERRY PRINCESS" of the man i really loved most

,

chocolate,

i heard that you are already home?
i heard that she's out of your life...
i heard that despite of what happened you still look good (i'm glad)
i heard that you are moving on...

i don't know what to say
i don't know what i am thinking of...
i don't know what to do...
i don't know what my plans are...

but for now i want to see you...
 eventhough i don't know how would i react...
but i want to talk you...
 eventhough i don't know how to start the conversation...
but i want to be with you...
 eventhough i don't know how could it be...
but i want to hug and feel you in my arms...
 eventhough i don't know how would it happen...

if you decide to love again...
would you consider me as of your choices?
or still you think i am out of your league...
if we would face each other...
what you gonna do? what you gonna tell me?
will you turn your back on me? or just pretend that i don't exist...

i still am inlove with you chocolate,,,
it's been 12 years or more...
you've been married and have 2 kids...
but still my feelings is still the same...
(while i never had a man in my entire life)
...kung ako na lang sana...
i never prayed this moment to come...
that i would have a chance, no i don't want to hope (again)

hope we will have the chance to meet again...
and see what will happen...

i am in mount of turmoil...
i've been crying for two nights...


love,
strawberry...

do you still remember how and when the story of chocolate and strawberry started?
i still remember how you look like when you say "i love you strawberry"
i won't ever forget that night... year of 1997 month of September!

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