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My name is Angela and i really love writting poems. I love to write poems because i can express myself. Those words i write on a paper are from my heart. I don't really think about what im going to write it just come out and then i feel releaved, i feel like my whole life story is out on the table. I feel less stress and my body gets relaxed. I feel this is the only way i can ecsape from life.
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A reflection clear as can be
In the mirror stands man where a boy used to be
Where once innocence, ignorance and bliss may be
Conscious, clear, joyful and free
Now stands a man as troubled as troubled can be

Growth comes in the darkness of night
And steal youth right from under sight
Three years straight may be
But shit, who know who I have grown to be…


,

i stand beside your grave
wishing to be saved

the world seems to stand still
because you were taken without our will

im sorry it had to be this way
but in the end everything will be okay

i miss your laughter
but i know you are up in heaven looking after

it's kinda hard with you not around
i know you are up in heaven smiling down

i still cant believe you are gone
and i would give anything to hear your voice again

, ,

Have you ever realized how much you loved something when it went away?
And have you ever wanted it back but never got your way?
Welcome to my life..........
I’m in love, I let him go but I’m in love.
You’d think I’m crazy but being away from him........ Being next to him........ Anything with him just sends chills up my spin........
When we kiss, uhhh he runs his fingers through my hair and gently presses his lips against mine.
He has so much compassion behind those eyes.
This boy, he has so much more than love for me.
I love this boy.
I love myself.
I love this boy.
I love him.



i just thought everyone should know how ive been feeling....... enjoy

& when you start to miss me,
remember,
you let me go

& maybe she's just scared to get to close to anyone because everyone who said "i'll alwayas be there" LEFT.

&it's hard to forget someone that you know you'll always remember.

For once in my life, I

don’t have to try to

be happy,

when I’m with you,

it just happens

 

 

I’ve learned that
goodbye
s will
always hurt, pictures
never replace having
been there, memories,
good or bad, will bring
tears and words can
never replace those
       feelings

 

 

Here I’ve made you a card.
Not from the shelf;
but straight from the heart.
And here's what it says -
I made some mistakes,
but you're gonna miss me.

 

There’s a point in your life

where you realize who matters,

who never did, who won’t anymore

and who always will.

So don’t worry about people

from your past,

there’s a reason why

they didn’t make it to your future.

 

DON’T WORRY ABOUT

THE PEOPLE IN

YOUR PAST:

THERE’S A REASON THEY

DIDN’T MAKE IT

TO YOUR FUTURE

 

I believe everything happens for a reason

People change so that you can learn to let go,

Things go wrong so that you appreciate them

When they’re right you believe lies so you

Eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better

things can fall together.

 

 

It’s hard to wait around for

Something that may never happen.

But it’s even harder to give it up.

Especially when it’s everything

You’ve ever wanted.

 

& she’s scared

to get to close to

ANYONE

because everyone

that said

I’ll be there

LEFT

 

Never forget

The people

Who made you

Who you are

 

When you don’t have something

[You want it]

When you have something

[You don’t notice it]

When you lose something

[You’ll do anything to get it back]

 

It’s hard to watch people change right in front of you…. but the worst is remembering who they used to be.

 

It’s hard to wait around for something that may never happen. But it’s even harder to give up. Especially when its everything you’ve ever wanted.

 
& it's hard to forget
someone that you know
you'll always remember.

 

&& she finally gave up.

She dropped the fake smile

As a tear ran down her cheek

She whispered to herself,

I can’t do this anymore.

 

She looks back on her life

&& realized everything that happened

Had only made her that much stronger.

 

Be who you are

And say what you feel,

Because those who mind don’t matter

And those who matter don’t mind.- dr. suess

It started as a crush……

& ended up meaning everything in my life.

 

& if one day….

You realize that I haven’t talked to you in a while.

Just remember….. you pushed me away.

 

 

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.- the holiday

Did you ever notice that there is always that particular line in that certain song that always stands out in the certain way and reminds you of that one person?

 

take a chance because you never know how perfect something can turn out to be.

 

But here I am falling and the only one who makes me feel like I can fly is you.

 

What’s meant to be will always find its way

 

If I could show you how awful you made me feel you would never look me in the eye again

 

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

 

you can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful what you say and make sure this is what you want. Because once she turns around she isn’t coming back.

It sucks when you try so hard to forget someone just to have them come back in your life again.

You go thru all of the pain just to go thru it again.

You want them back in your life but at the same time you hate them for all they put you thru.

You want to hate them but at the same time you love them.

You’re caught between two feelings and you are just wishing, waiting for something good to happen.

This love is a burning fire that just won’t go out.

You try everything to stop it, but its love, it can’t be stopped.

No matter how hard you try to forget love, it will keep coming back.

No matter how badly you want it gone, it’s still there.

This love, is what makes you, you.

I’m writing this from heaven where I dwell with god above. Where there are no more tears or sadness, there is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy, just because I’m out of sight. Remember that I’m with you every morning, noon, and night. When you think of me, our time together, through so many loving years, because you're only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But know that god has given me a list of things to do, and foremost on that list of mine, is to watch and care for you. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I’m walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when you feel that gentle breeze of the wind upon your face, that's just me giving you a great big hug of a loving, soft embrace. Then, when it's time for you to go from that body to be free, remember you're not going, you're coming here to me. R.I.P. Uncle Bruce
Here’s to the tears I’ve shed, the pain I’ve had, and the skin left behind. The tears that fill your eyes at night while they slowly drip down your face. The pain I’ve had from fighting so hard to keep you in my life. The skin left on the blade as it moves across your wrist. Here’s to us the ones who get bumps and bruises but in the end it’s all worth it.
The day I met you was such I blur, I couldn’t define it in just one simple word. We promised each other to be friends till the end, But it is amazing how quickly things wobble and bend. The last day I saw you wasn’t a pleasant day So I try to erase that memory forever till this day. The times we spent together closer than anyone could be, I didn’t really understand what others couldn’t see. We weren’t that happy together after such a long time, We got sick of each other and that’s where we drew the line. I can’t begin to explain all the things that are on my mind, So I leave all my troubles and worries all behind.
Can you tell me how we got in this situation? I can’t seem to get you off my mind Nobody said this was an easy ride. After all. We’re only human Always fighting what we're feeling Is there any other reason that we stay instead of leaving After all. I’m smart enough to know that life goes by. If you feel me letting go just give me time I’ll be right back at your side. Can you tell me how we got in this situation? I can’t seem to get you off my mind
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you I never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you and the clothes you left they lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do
Daddy goes up to tuck his daughter in, He sneaks up the stairs and brings along his knife. His little girl expected a bedtime story, But instead Daddy took her life. Mommy was downstairs, Brother was asleep, He crept into her room and shut the door, So no one could hear a peep He wrapped his fingers tight around her small neck, ‘Til breath could escape her no more. He dragged her to the bathroom, And threw her onto the floor. Gasping for breath as tears flooded her face, “But why me Daddy? Why me?” Gripping the girl’s head as he forced it down in the toilet “Because you’re the devil can’t you see!” But life was still in that little girl’s eyes So with his knife he stabs Into her tiny neck. And the blood that dribbles down he dabs. He leaves the poor girl there Lying on the floor. And down the stairs he goes, Running out the door. With cuts on his hands, He runs next door. Only to find, That they trust him no more. Mommy sees the cuts, To the hospital they go. She calls the neighbor to watch her daughter, For she does not yet know. “Go check on my baby” Mommy said The lady looked in the bedroom and then to the bathroom, Only to find that little girl dead. As the girl watched from above With the angels by her side. She saw the look on her mother’s face, When she learned her daughter had died Now Mommy cries herself to sleep Every single night. And is haunted by the nightmares That awake her with fright. No one believed it could have been this man. “He always seemed like he was such a loving dad.” The scary thing was, No one saw through to the problems he had. That little girl is still confused, “But why me Daddy? Why did you pick me” Was this just the way It was meant to be? Modified by QQSACK
You started as a stranger, so careful and yet bold. But then I got to know you, and let myself unfold. I told you all my secrets, I shared with you my past. This god given friendship, it grew rather fast. You were like my bigger sister, So much more than just a friend. And when I needed comfort, you would lend me your hand. At night we stayed up crying, Wishing we would stay friends. The memories I have of you, they linger in my head. Like that time when we both vowed, to never be apart. I took it very serious, and locked it in my heart. I miss the nights when we would laugh, and say what's on our mind. Act as if nothing was wrong, and leave all worries behind. But now at night when you are all alone, thinking about your friends. Do you think we are strangers? Or still friends in the end?
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