Valerie

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MY NAME IS VALERIE I LOVE TO READ POEMS AND WROTE MY OWN ONE DAY AND THOUGHT I WOULD SUBMIT IT TO SEE IF ANYONE LIKES IT.
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I love you so much this is hard for me too, But we fight over every little thing, I'm not sure what else to do. I think about you everyday. If you'r not gonna trust me what else can I say!At first we were happy and trusted eachother to be with our friends. But you fell so in love it seemed like all that came to an end. YOu never wanted me to go out so I stayed home cause I loved you Now I realize that maybe that wasn't the best thing to do. Every time I would just go out You would find a reason to call me and have something to fight about. You would always ask me to come home, but u need to see I have a life and friends of my own. If you don't give me a chance to miss you It's not as fun when I kiss you And you don't give me a chance to see That maybe you and I are meant to be! I've been by your side through thick and thin but you always say I put my friends first, let not start that sh*t again. It feels like I do everything for you; you'r the first person on my mind. So how come it feels like its never enough every single time. You know how to make me happy so why do I always cry! I dont think I should have to try so hard to make you believe I don't lie. I know how to make you happy, and I did whatever I had to do, but if you're not gonna make this work, should I have to? You say you hate going to my soccer games cause it's not fun for you; But it's not all about you in a relationship of two. You know I do things I hate to do but I do them for you cause I know you love to! I know you hate my past but what can I do I changed my whole life just so I could be with you! I know you love me so much but how come every time you're drunk you call me names and a f*ckin slut!!!! The reason I get so mad is cause I'm telling the truth and I really do try But everytime you call me you act like I'm trying to lie. That makes it feel like maybe it's pointless to even try, and there nothing I can do to make your thoughts satisfied. I know this isn't all your fault and I did my wrongs too. We need to leave the past behind us Cause relationship don't work without trust, And we shouldn't always be worried what the other might me doing. I tell you what I needed and you sweared you'd change your ways but how many chances should you get before I realize You'll be that same person in the next couple days. But if you don't wanna compromise; Then maybe it's time to realize. If you really wanted to be with me You would have made this work. You knew I wasn't happy So don't act like I'm being the jerk. I cry when I'm with, and it hurts to be without you. But One day that hurt of being without you will fade and I'll move on. And Maybe if I stay with you that pain will never leave And I'll be mad cause maybe God had someone else planned for me! We've had so many good times and that's what I miss If you'r not gonna give me my space, then I'm gonna have to end this. I know you love me but maybe we're not meant to be And if I'm making a big mistake, it'll all come back on me. I think when you find your true love you'll just know And if I'm having my doubts maybe I need to let you go. You know I love you and I always will This just hasn't been working and I don't think it will! BY: Valerie Fuston
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