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A girl so lonely A girl so insecure Hid in a corner Year after year No one liked her She didn’t fit in Some days they pulled her hair Others she went face first in a trash bin She had glasses and braces But she wasn’t very bright The boys and girls her age laugh Because she can’t talk right This girl spoke very slowly Because she was dropped on her head When she was only 6 months old Her mommy was dead She died of cancer It was a painful death Because she loved her daughter Until her very last breath Now she stays with her father Who drinks his pain away He comes home to hit her Leaving marks on her each day She’s kneels down in her room And gives one last prayer to god Tells him that he was never there And that he’s one big fraud Staring at the ceiling Tears lie in her eyes Pulls out her blade Slit her throat and slowly dies Her daddy kept on drinking The kids picked on someone new So in the end Maybe she’ll die too True story
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Shattered pieces lay On this Christmas day Of once a full warm heart But through the years it came apart Lover gone; one-piece fell And kept the rest with in a cell One more lover came along Once again my heart was strong I loved with what was left of me Broke my heart; one piece I bury I swore never to love again And Covered my heart within Then my best friend wanted me to trust She wanted the wall around my heart in dust I said no, and moved away But where ever I went her face would stay She didn’t give up for the longest time She didn’t let go till she was mine Started to love her with my broken heart I began to smile; my move was smart But slowly we drifted And quickly my pain lifted So now on this Christmas day I’m leaving my heart to decay No more can I love; it’s just a losing game So now I go to my lonely life from where I first came
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I’d give you my heart If I had a heart to give But Last year My love took it captive I loved her more than life I would have given anything But suddenly she turned around And left my heart bleeding She came back the next week Pleading for forgiveness I gave it; and now I regret it Because now I walk around heartless Now one year later you came along Asking me to let go and let you in Sad thing is I wish I could But I don’t even know where to begin It’s impossible to give something you don’t have And it’s hard to love when you’re so afraid I love you I really do But I’m scared that I’ll be betrayed
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Puddles of blood Puddles of tears Hands shaking No one cares Alone in my room Alone in the dark of night Thinking of us And why you gave up this fight Was it me Or was it you Did I give too much Or did you not see the things I do Hearts now broken Tears fall Slit wrist Head finds wall Drowning in puddles For endless tears Soaked in blood I’ve given for years
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So sick of being lonely So sick of broken hearts There is no end to pain And I can’t remember where it starts I give and give Yet never get So sick of crying I plead to forget I plead to forget your name I beg to forget your face You control my mind In every dream and in every place Was I really born to carry this much pain? Was I born, just to be carelessly used? Am I a child’s toy? Waiting to be abused? So sick of being patient For God to take my life So God I’ll do your job And make only last slit with this knife
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Her face is unhappy and suffering Her hands are cold and shaking Her eyes are blood shot and swollen Nothings wrong; her heart was just stolen She’s alive but inside she’s dead The one thing in life she loved, just fled She can walk but every step is tender So she put up her shaking hands and surrenders Take my life; it’s now meaningless My love for you was strong, but now worthless I gave everything to you, and none of it mattered Thanks to you my whole heart is shattered Oh well, it’s only a broken heart
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This is my hate letter To my f**king parents I’m sick of bottling everything inside You lock me in my room And then you expect respect You call me your problem child And then love is what you want me to except You don’t love me Stop feeding me your lies Your lies are covering me in hate Hate that no longer can hear my own cries I used to cry every night Because I never felt love from you Now I don’t care anymore Just let me do what I want to do You hate me And I hate you If you haven’t figured that out This is your final clue!
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What happened to my clear blue skies? They’ve turned a shade of gray What happened to my glowing eyes? They’re somewhere far away. What’s happening to my smile? For some reason it is turning up-side-down Why is there blood on this tile? My colorful world is quickly turning brown. I was so happy Until my parents found out about me Now they keep me locked inside my room They’re killing me, and they don’t even care to see.
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The sky can fall down on us Then our love can seem hopeless But no matter what we go through I’ll never stop loving you! The earth can tremble beneath our feet And everything can have us beat But I’ll always be the one who Will never stop loving you People can tell us we don’t belong And parents can tell us we are wrong But threw their words my love grew And I’ll never stop loving you Take my hand and trust me My love for you has a lifetime guarantee Where ever you go, I’ll go too Because I’ll never stop loving you
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Tears were slowly slipping down my face In my dream I walk an unknown place It was dark and lonely There in a dimly lit corner I see my daddy I asked him “is this hell?” Does the devil in here dwell? Daddy are you here, Because you beat me year after year? Do you have the pain you once gave me? What about bruises all around your body and knee? He wouldn’t answer So I stepped a little closer His face was unhappy and pale He looked very skinny and frail I don't know why but, for the first time ever I wanted to help my father!
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Everyone saw it coming But no one even cared She was slowly slipping away And in her eyes she was scared She didn’t care about her body She thought she’s a piece of sh*t Every where she was she was lonely And her cloths never seemed to fit People turned their backs on her No one could have told you why Maybe because she’s weird Or because she always seemed to cry She cried because she was hurting She was hurting because of her pain Pain that was caused by careless people People that betrayed her again and again One night she was drunk and aching Over dosed because she didn’t want to live I only wish I had the courage to say For her, anything I would give Now she’s six feet underground I just watched as she was quickly dying She was dying!!! And I didn’t do a thing
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For years I’ve been taking this knife Begging and pleading it will take my life. With every drop of my unclean blood My heart feels calm and rested But why does it take blood to make me still? I own scars of my own free will. I make them by myself alone And slowly my heart is turning to stone Emotion was just a thing I felt Inside me there it once dwelt Like a stone I am lifeless Dying of a preventable illness
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