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A girl so lonelyA girl so insecureHid in a cornerYear after yearNo one liked herShe didn’t fit inSome days they pulled her hairOthers she went face first in a trash binShe had glasses and bracesBut she wasn’t very brightThe boys and girls her age laughBecause she can’t talk rightThis girl spoke very slowlyBecause she was dropped on her headWhen she was only 6 months oldHer mommy was deadShe died of cancerIt was a painful deathBecause she loved her daughterUntil her very last breathNow she stays with her fatherWho drinks his pain awayHe comes home to hit herLeaving marks on her each dayShe’s kneels down in her roomAnd gives one last prayer to godTells him that he was never thereAnd that he’s one big fraudStaring at the ceilingTears lie in her eyesPulls out her bladeSlit her throat and slowly diesHer daddy kept on drinkingThe kids picked on someone newSo in the endMaybe she’ll die tooTrue story
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Shattered pieces layOn this Christmas dayOf once a full warm heartBut through the years it came apartLover gone; one-piece fellAnd kept the rest with in a cellOne more lover came alongOnce again my heart was strongI loved with what was left of meBroke my heart; one piece I buryI swore never to love againAnd Covered my heart withinThen my best friend wanted me to trustShe wanted the wall around my heart in dustI said no, and moved awayBut where ever I went her face would stayShe didn’t give up for the longest timeShe didn’t let go till she was mineStarted to love her with my broken heartI began to smile; my move was smartBut slowly we driftedAnd quickly my pain liftedSo now on this Christmas dayI’m leaving my heart to decayNo more can I love; it’s just a losing gameSo now I go to my lonely life from where I first came
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#longer

I’d give you my heartIf I had a heart to giveBut Last yearMy love took it captiveI loved her more than lifeI would have given anythingBut suddenly she turned aroundAnd left my heart bleedingShe came back the next weekPleading for forgivenessI gave it; and now I regret itBecause now I walk around heartlessNow one year later you came alongAsking me to let go and let you inSad thing is I wish I couldBut I don’t even know where to beginIt’s impossible to give something you don’t haveAnd it’s hard to love when you’re so afraidI love you I really doBut I’m scared that I’ll be betrayed
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Puddles of bloodPuddles of tearsHands shakingNo one caresAlone in my roomAlone in the dark of nightThinking of usAnd why you gave up this fightWas it meOr was it youDid I give too muchOr did you not see the things I doHearts now brokenTears fallSlit wristHead finds wallDrowning in puddlesFor endless tearsSoaked in bloodI’ve given for years
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#puddles

So sick of being lonelySo sick of broken heartsThere is no end to painAnd I can’t remember where it startsI give and giveYet never getSo sick of cryingI plead to forgetI plead to forget your nameI beg to forget your faceYou control my mindIn every dream and in every placeWas I really born to carry this much pain?Was I born, just to be carelessly used?Am I a child’s toy?Waiting to be abused?So sick of being patientFor God to take my lifeSo God I’ll do your jobAnd make only last slit with this knife
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Her face is unhappy and sufferingHer hands are cold and shakingHer eyes are blood shot and swollenNothings wrong; her heart was just stolenShe’s alive but inside she’s deadThe one thing in life she loved, just fledShe can walk but every step is tenderSo she put up her shaking hands and surrendersTake my life; it’s now meaninglessMy love for you was strong, but now worthlessI gave everything to you, and none of it matteredThanks to you my whole heart is shatteredOh well, it’s only a broken heart
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#broken, #heart

This is my hate letterTo my f**king parentsI’m sick of bottling everything insideYou lock me in my roomAnd then you expect respectYou call me your problem childAnd then love is what you want me to exceptYou don’t love meStop feeding me your liesYour lies are covering me in hateHate that no longer can hear my own criesI used to cry every nightBecause I never felt love from youNow I don’t care anymoreJust let me do what I want to doYou hate meAnd I hate youIf you haven’t figured that outThis is your final clue!
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#letter

What happened to my clear blue skies?They’ve turned a shade of grayWhat happened to my glowing eyes?They’re somewhere far away.What’s happening to my smile?For some reason it is turning up-side-downWhy is there blood on this tile?My colorful world is quickly turning brown.I was so happyUntil my parents found out about meNow they keep me locked inside my roomThey’re killing me, and they don’t even care to see.
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#happend

The sky can fall down on usThen our love can seem hopelessBut no matter what we go throughI’ll never stop loving you!The earth can tremble beneath our feetAnd everything can have us beatBut I’ll always be the one whoWill never stop loving youPeople can tell us we don’t belongAnd parents can tell us we are wrongBut threw their words my love grewAnd I’ll never stop loving youTake my hand and trust meMy love for you has a lifetime guaranteeWhere ever you go, I’ll go tooBecause I’ll never stop loving you
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#never, #loving

Tears were slowly slipping down my faceIn my dream I walk an unknown placeIt was dark and lonelyThere in a dimly lit corner I see my daddyI asked him “is this hell?”Does the devil in here dwell?Daddy are you here,Because you beat me year after year?Do you have the pain you once gave me?What about bruises all around your body and knee?He wouldn’t answerSo I stepped a little closerHis face was unhappy and paleHe looked very skinny and frailI don't know why but, for the first time everI wanted to help my father!
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#daddy

Everyone saw it comingBut no one even caredShe was slowly slipping awayAnd in her eyes she was scaredShe didn’t care about her bodyShe thought she’s a piece of sh*tEvery where she was she was lonelyAnd her cloths never seemed to fitPeople turned their backs on herNo one could have told you whyMaybe because she’s weirdOr because she always seemed to cryShe cried because she was hurtingShe was hurting because of her painPain that was caused by careless peoplePeople that betrayed her again and againOne night she was drunk and achingOver dosed because she didn’t want to liveI only wish I had the courage to sayFor her, anything I would giveNow she’s six feet undergroundI just watched as she was quickly dyingShe was dying!!!And I didn’t do a thing
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#thing

For years I’ve been taking this knifeBegging and pleading it will take my life.With every drop of my unclean bloodMy heart feels calm and restedBut why does it take blood to make me still?I own scars of my own free will.I make them by myself aloneAnd slowly my heart is turning to stoneEmotion was just a thing I feltInside me there it once dweltLike a stone I am lifelessDying of a preventable illness
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#preventabie, #illness

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