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I can’t hold this anger inside anymore.

 

Don’t know what to do with this entire sore.

 

Swim, write, paint…

 

It just isn’t the same.

 

 

 

Closing almost every door.

 

With only one still open

 

Leading to my self harm store

 

There I really don’t want to go;

 

Long lasting scars,

 

people staring and

 

thinking I am insane,

 

but it seems as the only way

 

to ease my excruciating pain.

 

 

 

Red rivers from my arm to the floor

 

releasing the anxiety, anger, guilt and pain

 

devouring every bit of good in me

 

that I so difficultly gained.

 

 

 

As the silver blade slices through my flesh

 

the feelings inside me feel new and fresh.

 

Screaming in silence to stop this crappy mess

 

I’m still not listening to the advice

 

and keep on hurting.

 

 

 

No one can take away my mistakes of the past

 

All left for me to do

 

Is to learn my lessons

 

That must ever lust,

 

Live a life in the present, the now

 

And to create my future so good and pleasant.

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