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Jessica stood with her hand on the doorknob praying
that Katie was in there. This was the only room Jessica hadn't checked.
She hoped that Katie did not leave the party because Katie was the only
person Jessica knew there. Jessica opened the door ready to settle this
argument, but before she could find the light switch, she felt a hand
grab her. "Stop" she said, but then the hand covered her mouth and the
boy whispered "Shh, it's just me." She swore she knew the voice but she
could not figure out who it was. She tried to pull away but he grabbed
her by the waist and pulled her back.
She started breathing deeper as he pulled her close to him.
Her back to his chest. He locked an elbow around her neck and lifted
her off the ground. She tried kicking but it was no use. He covered
her mouth with the arm the arm that was locked around her neck,
so that she could not make any noise. His fingers were cold as he
pushed aside her underwear going deeper. She was squirming,
still trying to get away. It didn't help. She began to hear, as his fingers
were now inside her. She started trying to kick him. When she did kick
him, he pushed her forward and she fell.
Like lightning, it impossible how fast he could move but
before she had the chance to get up, he was on top of her. Unbuttoning
her jeans. The would floor was cold on her back and as she tried to
push him away he put one hand on her chest to hold her down. The strong
smell of his colon began to fill her nostrils as he began pulling down
her jeans with his free hand. She tried to push him off but like before
nothing she did worked. He felt so heavy pushing against her, pushing
one of her legs up.
This was really happening she thought, and then Jessica
sat up taking a deep breath, there were tears rolling down her face.
She had been having this dream ever since it really happened all those
months ago. She had never told anybody. Not even Katie, who was her
best friend at the time. Jessica and Katie did not talk much anymore.
She did not call Katie to settle the argument that they were having at
the time. That argument seemed little compared to what happened to
Jessica just after it. To Katie this argument was important and the
fact that Jessica did not try to talk it over made Katie think that
Jessica did not really care.
She avoided most of her friends after that night. She
did not want to have to explain why she so suddenly wasn't into guys or
parties anymore. She had found out who had caused all this pain but she
was embarrassed by what happened. So she chose not to tell her dad or
report it to the police. Her parents could tell that there was
something wrong with her. She no longer hung out with friends or
socialized with any guys. She kept to herself about everything and
spent most of her free time in her room. The usual dinner at her
mother's house every sunday had not happened in a very long time. So
her parents just got used to the changes.
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