I know what bird I want singing next to me through life .
"The Bird of Happiness and Bliss"
How many really want it and what is there perception of it"LOVE"? I Think that People think quite differently about it One persons love is when they are happy and comfortable in there surroundings,there job there home or mate they sometimes may complain about but when it's gone they would say "they loved that job".....another perception might be worship.... a god,goddess, or an object they value highly.....there are plenty more views I'm sure like a state of ecstasy,nirvana, or for instance...There was one point in my life I was in a special place at a very special time surrounded by nothing but the highest vibrations of happiness surrounded by tens of thousands of people all on there feet all screaming making as much noise as there body's could in appreciation of this time and this place we were in I was dead center of that huge mass of people there energy was focused in my direction and right in front of me the source and reason for this gathering the source was also in this ecstatic state of awe at the mass hysterical joy of it all so it bounced right back at me ...,all of that energy.... and for a few minutes ..I saw a mandala in front of me a moving multi colored mandala doorway or portal with the symbol of a heart in the center of this translucent "doorway" is the best way I can now describe it but it WAS indescribable no words could capture its elegance and mystery and oh so obvious simpleness it was just so easy and just like always there but we cannot see it it's all knowing "LOVE" I think I needed to capture it to describe it so I think I would say it is a doorway into another dimension that IS around us constantly but we cannot perceive with our rationality.The Door of Perception.......I was in bliss for days and felt a massive load had been taken off of my back I had been carrying for many years.
My back IS now breaking with a far heavier load and many more years have past since that glorious revelation. I need to loose it.soon.......................................................................
The problem is we cannot make this happen....I know the cure....I cannot make it happen....it just has to come on it's own naturally.
Right now? or for the future?or a view as a whole in a nutshell? it varies.....get to know me and see I am serious about having fun while living the rest of "OUR" lives together producing far beyond our original projected plans , and goals , and watching the team take the ball and run with it.Turning the tables and spinning the wheels and catching the groove.
Be honest about your need for love. Don’t give up searching for the other half. ...`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have had ADHD my entire life and it brought on Fibromyalgia probably earlier than normal for most people who unfortunately have it .I've been a very physical person most of my life I'm still not sure if that's a good thing or if it's taken it's toll.Life's been a roller coaster of incredibly wonderful fortune for me both monetarily and spiritually and at times I'm VERY intuitive and clairvoyant ..flash visions out of nowhere and other times things just fly right over my head.
I love to build with wood and repair things that are broken.
I'm very resourceful and don't pay $20 grand for a new redwood deck I can build myself for $500.That way of thinking about sums up my capabilities when I go "Shopping"
Quality for less $ these days is the way to survive.
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What I’m doing with my life
Thinking about how I'd love to own a few acres like I did a few years ago. How I'd like to fix it up rebuild, restore and ad onto it.
Upturn and build up some rich soil and grow some prize tomatoes and pole beans and cuce's and zuke's ,eggplants and peppers.
maybe have a son someday or a dog named pepper .Drink some red wine and roll in the grass or hike up the mountain a mile and go skinny dipping with my wife.Thinking about how much I miss and how alone I am here these days and nights has gotten me very down.....I would love company...It's hard to wait for the "one" and when you finally find her after years of searching it's even worst to be ignored : (
"To l♥ve and be l♥ved is to feel the sun from both sides."
I like to work hard and have my whole life. I know that relationships have there up's and downs and I realize that even or sometimes the hardest parts later on seem like the best when you look back upon the good old days because these are the good old days.
I’m really good at
Building computers,fixing computers with problems,building things with wood and or helping to restore them...including but not limited too Redwood Decks,Fences and Retaining Walls and any general handyman or repairman work and troubleshooting I build things sturdy and to last. Landscaping (all types) and tree trimming and was a foreman of a tree crew for a couple of years and know chainsaws.Also cooking,I was a cook and Chef at many different times of my life at one point a brunch Chef for ten years at a very nice place with an excellent employer.I also had my own quartz crystal mine in Arkansas and also used to dig in Nevada quite often ...I have a natural knack of being drawn to things people overlook or don't believe possibly exists, like l♥ve......These days I enjoy cooking at home and with a partner that I hope to find soon.I love healthy and hearty meals raw vegi's and yes I eat meat!
Let's seee hmmm there are many things I'm very good at...
I am a multifaceted man of many talents .With much experience. Who also loves to learn and would never pretend I know it all ..but takes pride in most of what I do.....just ask if you have something you would like to know if I am good at. Ask anything at all.