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          Loving you is something you've never given me a reason for, and when I give you all I've got, you come back to squeeze me more. I'm tired of being your crutch, I'm tired of being your slave. But mostly I'm tired of loving you this much and getting nothing for what I've gave. I've told you who I'm not and I've told you who I am but you never listen and you just don't give a damn. There's always someone more important than me. Anyone and eveyone but me and you know it's a fact. Never have you said to me "Baby, I've got your back."
          You have no respect for me. You'll text her when I'm right there. You know you're slowly killing me and you don't even pretend to care. To you, I'm just a blowjob and a way for your ego to get kissed on. To you, I'm just a warm body, an amusement to be pissed on. I'm done crying myself to sleep again and again and again. I'm done listening to you tell me that the two of you are just friends. I don't ever tell my ex-husband, "And I'll love you with all of my heart." Yeah, hand me your phone before you delete those texts, that was really fuckin smart. 
          I'm almost at the point of no return where all thats left of us is the pain we caused and the bridges we burned. How is it so easy for you to turn your back on love freely given? Oh, that's right. To you, love is just a word used to stop people from trippin. Well, keep your damn lies and all those promises you broke. I'm done giving a shit and I'm done being your joke. Go find you another "Sugar Mama." Go find another way to get paid. See what you can get from your whore ex-wife. I hope she fuckin gives you AIDS.

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She's not beautiful,
Her pretty words are never true,
And you believe it when she says she loves you,
She understands,
It's always "yes ma'am" and "no sir",
And she doesn't give a damn if you get hurt,
Why would you want a girl like her?
She's got it all,
When she's got ahold of you,
You always do just what she wants you to,
You take a chance,
You give her more than she deserves,
And time and time again you get burned,
Why would you want a girl like her?
Forgiving you,
The price is high for what I bought,
And everyday I give you all I've got,
It's not clear to me,
Which of us is the biggest fool,
Cause everything she gets, I've gave to you,
Why would I want a boy like you?
You take the time,
To tell me what I want to hear,
Your eyes lie and say that you're sincere,
I wear a smile,
And do what I have to do,
Hide all my anger as I'm split in two,
Why would I want a boy like you?
She's not beautiful,
She builds you up and she knocks you down,
And everyone can see you're just her clown,
She'll move on again,
She'll take all her pretty words,
And this is just one lesson you can't learn,
Why do you want a girl like her?

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Once there was a girl I knew,
who had a,
. . . simple life,
She cooked, she cleaned, she sewed sometimes,
She was a mother,
she was a wife,
With lots of laughter and no passion,
She was content,
worries were few,
Fearing God and doing her job,
Until the day she,
crashed into you,
She'll believe everything you tell her,
Sinner of all sin,
and master of lies,
She'll do whatever you want her to,
Get her lost in,
your devil blue eyes,
How is she happier torn up and bleeding,
with her heart,
kicked across the floor,
Where did all this badness come from,
that she's never,
felt before,
Everyone says that she's changing,
They say they don't,
know her anymore,
She tells them she'll take care of herself,
As she,
walks out the door,
Hurting people and telling her lies,
She knows she's paying,
her dues,
She also knows that the costs are high,
Of loving a man,
like you,
You once called me a fallen angel,
And fallen,
I may be,
How much darker will I become,
Just wait,
and we shall see

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First time I saw you,
I didn't think much,
I tried to reach you,
With a look, with a touch,
First time I touched you,
I breathed you in,
Everything made sense,
And I made a new friend,
You made me feel,
Almost reckless, so brave,
You shined your light,
Led me out of my cave,
With you I am filled,
Without pain, without fear,
With you I have not shed,
One single tear,
You bring out the best in me,
The laid back sweet part,
With you I can only,
See with my heart,
With you I'm always laughing,
You bring out my smile,
With you I don't hate,
I never get riled,
They say it's wrong to love you,
Those who don't know you that well,
I'll love what I want to,
They can all go to Hell,
To say I can't quit you,
Would be a clichque,
I don't even want to.
Love,    Ashley
             Nashay

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I'd pay for the ticket,
If you'd get on the bus,
Get thrown off a cliff,
I won't make a fuss,
I'd buy you a Harley,
If you'd ride away,
See the Great Wall of China,
You go and I'll stay,
You need some plane fare?
Put it on me,
The further you go,
The happier I'll be,
Jump into the ocean,
See how far you can float,
Sail to Aruba,
I'll build the boat,
I'd buy you a horse,
If you'd ride out of town,
I'd cry you a river,
If you would just drown

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Long gazes,
Never fazes,
Eye to eye,
Look into me,
Touch without hands,
Oceans without sands,
Face to face,
I'll make you see,
Filled with hate,
Filled with fate,
Do not hide,
Your light from me,
Soul is bared,
I'm not scared,
Sinful grace,
You'll make me see

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My heart rides the short bus,
It drools the day away,
With just a blank stare,
It can't help but care,
And believes every word that you say,

My heart rides the short bus,
So full of joy it sings,
Unaware of it's destination,
Can't resist temptation,
And is facinated by shiny things,

My heart rides the short bus,
It can't be trusted alone,
With almost no sense,
It's unbearably dense,
And totally accident prone,

My heart rides the short bus,
It can't even tie it's own shoes,
Some call it retarded,
It needs to be guarded,
And protected from other's abuse,

My heart rides the short bus,
With it's helmet stuck on real snug,
It smiles unknowing,
It's panties are showing,
And drinks from a Scooby-Doo mug,

My heart rides the short bus,
Too dumb to know any fear,
No sense of fashion,
Cross-eyed with passion,
It leaps every time you come near,

My heart rides the short bus,
It cherishes the words you have spoken,
With no sense of time,
It can't reason or rhyme,
And doesn't even know that it's broken,

My heart rides the short bus,
It really has no clue,
Smart as a brick,
The bus window, it licks,
As it just keeps on loving you

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