To this day, all of my real friends know. I'll never tell my dad because I know he won't approve. I get told every day in my house how to act and I hate it. He hates the way I am and the type of guys I'm into. Maybe one day he'll get over it and I'll be able to open up to him. I wish I could just be myself and have the people I like take me as I am. I realize I rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not.