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I never ran

No, I never left you alone

I once thought of doubting you

I dismissed it all

I stand here broken hearted

Feeling like I could be blown in the wind

I never ran

I stood for you bold and tall

Three days before now

One year before then

I met someone like me

I never could let go

I feared it would come to this

Too much have I shown

Not enough to keep you


Through my heart you pass

In my palms I see you melt through my fingers


I stand beneath you exposed

Drenched with every drop that is you

Growing because you quench me


My thoughts are of you

Body is responsive

Nervous and anticipating

Lightning and thunder


Come to me

Touch me for I need

Let me not escape

Magnetize and amaze me

Move me, I am willing



Could the angels see you as I do

Is their vision any deeper than I feel

Are the clouds not your umbrella

The sun, your own personal lamp

And I, to admire you alone

Would the wild be tame before you

Birds singing beauty of you in song

Colors of the butterflies not match your smile

Could your glow be shown

In the night, stars blink at you

Your voice to my ear like honey to my mouth

May I lay beside you and admire

Say to you my dreams beneath the moon

It is you, you that I love....forever


Touch me softly

Win me over

Allow me to open myself to the new

I was still healing and didn't know what I was feeling

Then came you, grey sky blue

What are your plans

Can I trust me in your hands

How I am struck

Should be running, tail tucked

Instead I am in your arms

I have let my guard down

Only you and me now

I turned off all alarms

This love, I am not afraid of

I know that others say I should be

There's a feeling about you

Its like heaven surrounds you

I can't help but want you for me.

So softly, so soft your dealings with my heart

Help put me back together after falling apart

This is my life, wanting to be loved

With it my heart, the piece my dreams are made of.


I can run to you, but I will never make itHand you my fragile heart, only that you would break itLet you into my life, knowing you will pour me emptyShare with you my dreams, with all of the passion within meYou will twist me to nothingBut waitI cannot help myself, and all that I feelCall it my imagination, I know it to be realMaybe I am someone that you love only so muchMaybe so, but I give it all away just to feel your touchMy heart, my life, my dear I do want to giveKnowing and expecting nothingI know about broken hearts, I have swept up so many piecesAll were mine, tiny delicate piecesStill I want you, only the skies know I doCan't stay away or run, committed to follow throughI wont hear the chatter, words from so called friendsI will loose my own way the deeper I fall inI will be the the one, even if its just in my own mindI will make you the best I have knownYou are my hard to findI accept the risk, so too will I bare the scarsTo never love you would be the worstI couldn't dare depart this earthNot without loving you, loving you till it hurts


We are riding on a runaway trainNext to each other with the load on our backsHolding on to fear of the endCarrying on down the tracksI heard you say, "If we ever make it out of this alive."Rolling with you on a runaway trainOn a runaway trainThings just seem to go on byMoonlight twinkling in your eyeBaby, we are going too fastWe won't stopWe won't stopRolling with you on a runaway trainOn long down, in our heartsOn a runaway, runawayRunaway trainI can see the sun arising, way on down the wayWe are together holding on nowBreaking through the light of dayWill we ever, ever stop, I don't want to knowI just want to ride alone with you nowNever letting goRolling with you on a runaway trainOn long down, in our heartsOn a runaway, on a runawayWon't you take this ride with meOur runaway train

#lonely, #man, #misery

I wanted a loveYou became my friendI needed someoneSomeone I could dependThen came you, reaching for my handAfraid of love, I pulled awayYou broke through all of my painShowing me the way I never thought, never could it be this way You àre my lifetime wish Never thought it could happen to me Until I felt your kiss And I am your's All of my lifeBaby, baby, the changes you have made in meEverybody sees my joyThe smile on my face is because of youCan't wait to get back to your embrace and oohYou are the one, baby, you are the oneI don't want to go withoutYou are my best friend and loverI love you baby, no doubt I never thought, never could it be this way You are my lifetime wish Never thought it could happen to me Until I felt your kiss Baby, baby, I am your's Always your's All of my life


If you are lonely and downI will make you smileWhen you smile, I will make you laughAs you laugh, I will share my heart In that moment maybe you'll seeIf you feel lost and can't find your wayI will shine for youI will pray for strength to carry you onRest upon my shoulderI am strong, hold to meI am bound to youWhen noone else seems to careOr nothing good comes your wayCome to me and I will share your griefWe are stronger togetherIf they leave youIf it is cold where you areI am on my way to your sideAlways ready, always warmI will leave you neverHere, in this momentI exist to giveAll of me for all of youMore than all is my wayMore than ever could be toldI care for youI am there for youI am here to have and hold


This must be the most that I have ever feltWith the inside of me arching my frameI am but dust in infinite existanceYet I ride on the windMy heart is flying awayTroubles are so far distantYou are here with meDoes your heart beat with mineCan you feel the rush that you stirAm I the adorer of your thoughtsSay forever moreSomething inside everything wonderfulAbsolute ray that brightens my pathA pleasure to have a second to gazeSmile of wonders to be sharedI feel you looking at me from the insideSo much behind each doorI, the one to call you my dreamAmazing that you make me so much more


Through time, you came to meMy heart beat so hard when you first touched my lifeI willingly offered myself, dispite my selfish wayYou filled me with your love for what you see as rightI must admit that I ranWhat more can I be that you would want meUndeserving as I amYou opened my eyes to divine destinyOh, my Lord, I say yesYes to you for my breathThe beautiful skies that blanket my dreamsI say yesYes for the times that you never leftEven though I was thoughtless or meanCreator of my futureMeasured and fitted to this earthI fit as you would have meGiving me your allAllowing me to beShame held my pathDefeat was branded to boneMy head was covered in dustMy soul traveled aloneDays of confusion were destinedDays that I forgot my own nameYou remembered meNow I stand changedI dream of youI hurt for your pain of meI hope to one day replaceReplace the man I amFeel the touch of your graceUnworthy as I amWhy do you love me soI am searching for your faceThough I may stumble, please never let me go


A doubtful heart, she looks awayFear for his love, he pleads for her to stayThe words she said began to rip out his heartHis voice and lips trembled as the tears beganWhat he said next sealed the endAnd he says,Helan, I am the last to know you are hurtingI have givin all of my soulNoone else could ever make me do all I doI have become ragged and my beard has grownThe grey I am sure you seeFor just one minutePut your heart in itLook what this love for you has done to meI put up a good fightBut standing here in this light, I can clearly seeI have so much love for youI can see, baby I see you have none left for meChained and bound to your approvalFused to your sweet charmsI have needed you to hold meNever do I make it to your armsAll of my friends are gone, I pushed them awayYour friends are here when I get home each dayMomma, dear momma, she is dead and goneAll the time I spent away trying to provide you a nice homeEven my faith and this really hurtsFollowing you kept me from churchI can only blame myselfHelan, oh Helan I am giving you upThough you are leaving me, I am letting you goYou, the one I thought was mineYou have shown me what I never wanted to knowAll of the gamesAll of the other guysNo more, No more of the liesThank you for breaking the chainThis is the best thing you have done for meI will fix my broken heartI did love you, but now I am free


With whole world, in which we liveAs we loose faith and take instead of giveFinancial horrors and the polotics to blameLeft to be lost children loosing their lives to gangsKilling of the innocent, hearts with no remorseRacially motivated hate, status symbols set courseFear of being the eaten, many with no jobOnce respectable people now going out to robBabies having babies, granparents at twenty twoHe said He knew us in the womb, but we are murdering them tooWe wonder why people stare into the skyAfraid of everything that pops that passes byEveryone in power seems to want moreEveryone in need seems to get even more poorUnrecognized negligence runs rampid in our wayNo money to pay a bill, but money to throw awayIs this our cycleWe are pedaling ourselves awayRemoving worship from everything, they don't want us to prayOur world given to spoiled children, mom and dad always provideNot knowing how to earn their ownThey figure gain is gain, so the take it with honest liesTechnology making the lazy, good and bad misusedMothers and fathers in fantasy worldWhile their children are robbing banks, making the newsFor correction of a child, they lock away you and meSeeing that, these children are left to horrify freeWe are lost, morals and values that paved the wayWe wanted better for our children, so we threw them awayMedia causing curruption, private lives don't existIdentity theft is rampid, my name is surely on some list"Just do it", is more than just a nike shirtWell, I guess we just did it and did it so much it hurtsWe all want to be heard, whether it is just or just to be seenWe don't listen, instead we fist inWorried about whats greenMarriage is a rarety, more failing each dayWhat happened to forgiveness, working for each other everydayNow the children suffer, while we smile at our new loverDid we try to save it, or just let it slip awayWhatever grounds for thisI am sure we can set it in reverseOne thing about changeWhen change is good, sometimes it hurtsEither way, we are still hereAll of us bracing for shockCareful to open the doorWe don't know what comes to knock


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