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I FOUND A VERY OLD POEM OF MINE IN LOVELANDIA ARCHIEVE TAKE A LOOK http://www.lovelandia.com/archive/003052.html
AND IT HONESTLY MADE TEARS FORM IN MY EYES FROM READING IT BECAUSE I REMEMBER THE FEELING I HAD WHEN SHE LEFT and... HOW MUCH MY POETIC STYLE HAS WITHSTAND THE TEST OF TIME AND MY CURRENT WORKS SOUNDS UMMM 5 YEARS OLD...LOL


Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger - and never any pride.

Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain - all I want to do is die.

Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does - is make me feel like a lost child.

Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone - depression is what it brings.

Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does - is turn my stomach in knots.

Something is truly wrong with me when living without you
I think there's only one way out
except "Putting a gun to my head and blowing my brains out."


Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Tara McVey

P.S.-POEM IS OFFICIALLY TO BE CONTINUED - THIS SPARKED ALOT OF EMOTIONS IN ME ABOUT TARA THAT HAS CAUSED ME TO START A SECTION ENTITLED "SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH YOU" - SO LOOK OUT FOR THE UPDATED "LONGER" VERSION

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on this special day,
i have a gift for you,
it is not even fancy, or shiney,
hmmn...pffft matter of fact its not even new,

it cannot be opened like a package
in any the normal way,
but you can be sure that you will have it for a long time
forever its is here to stay

it has no fruity wrapping paper,
or a beautiful pink bow,
for it is something oh so special,
that very few even know

no vast wealth can ever buy this peerless gift,
that i eagerly plan to give,
and i promise to give it no other
for as long as I may live.

and if you have not guessed
what this gift may be
it is my love and my heart baby...
indubitably - its the gift of "me".

Written
By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Tara McVey

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i try to block the thoughts of you
completely out of my mind
i don't know what's happening
is this why "love is so blind?"

y do I dream of you?
wishing  you were here
y do I long to see you?
y do I wish you were near?

im so infatuated with you
but I want that feeling to end
i know you don't feel the same
i just want my heart to mend

i secretly hide these feelings
keeping  them locked up inside
reluctantly asking my friends for their help
at least I have in them to confide

one second i think im succeeding
and the feeling i have for u is dying
then i feel that i am killing sumthing that could be amazing
now it feels like my heart is crying

at least I had the guts to say
how I really feel about you
i wished that you felt the same
and that you cared for me too

i guess all I can do now
is be a man and just let go
maybe this feelings isn't real
but ill just let things flow

i thought you felt the same
but i guess i was so naive
of actually thinkin you cared
how stupid 4 me 2 believe

i don't know what to do
i don't want to think of you
my heart is empty right now
i just want to make it through

i guess its hard for me 2 realise
or maybe you cant seem 2 understand
it only takes 1 night and 1 chance
to prove to you -how much of man i truely am

to show you how much i noticed
that you are a little bit intrueged by me
the way you say in adoration
"BabyDre..I love the way you love me"

the simpliest things like that you say
gives me hopes and chance to think
that maybe i shouldnt give up on u
and leave my life at a dieing brink

maybe i should just hang on a little bit longer
and let the love grow and show
its hard for me to walk away from sumthing so precious
hard enough when you are the most beautiful girl i know.

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Adrianna

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It hurts to have to reach out for you
when you are actually so near;
Its like shouting out for someone
with a voice they cant even hear

but i am done reaching for you
you will forever be your own;
i hope this is all worth it,
is it worth being left alone?

should i just simply move on
and once again be free
free Of all the pain you have caused
that still resides in me

that keeps me bound to you
my heart is shackled in your chains
and if a try to break free
at what cost will i pay? wat will be left of the remains?

risk losing my heart over pride
is that really what i would have to do
does that justify the reason of me
trying to break away from you

walking away always seems harder
for the person who is going to be left behind
i must be blind to even think that
cause your still in mind

So if it may seem to you
that i am still clinging to the past
its most likely because I can't accept
that our love didn't get a chance to last

as undeniable as the fact
that i just cant get over you
because a part of me still tells me
and believes you love me too

but the inevitable day is coming
when such false hope will surely die
and ill be forced to forget you
and give someone else a try..

wow...it took me so long
for something so easily figured out
im living in doubt...im not actually inlove with you..
its your love i cant live without

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Priyanka S.U.

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i seem to have wanted more from you
than you were willing to freely give;
but now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

my love will always be there
the friendship slighly intact;
but the time for us has come and gone
and time is the one thing you can't turn back.

i will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
your smile and beauty i will remember
because they help heal the emotional scar.

i wish on those hectic days
when you have alot of things to do;
think of me deeply in your mind
so i can spend some alone time with you.

and in those quite days
when your alone and no-ones there;
just remember me passionately
that i have always loved you and cared

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Priyanka S.U.

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she said "dont talk to me"
"your too old....dont you agree?"
"i hate you....i cant be with you"
why couldn't this be something i could foresee?

now i have another depression to live with
once again my emotions stand still
the pain she causes gives me...
another reason to take a pill

another reason to hide
is just as bad a a reason to hate
but she wont even chance it
its like the only thing tearing us apart, is fate

so i sit and ask myself
"now what will you do?"
"she doesnt even want you dre"
"who will confide in you?"

"why do your risk love"
"the consequences are tough"
the only way she can feel not guilty
is by treating me so rough

now you made me this way
look at what you've done
this time I will stand in front of you,
i won't get scared and run

i won't even think twice
to glance back to take a second look
i could have given you everything you wanted
but you only wanted what you took

you pushed me away
now i am left alone in your past
something i wish to love and build
will never ever get a chance to last

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Elena E.

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is this what goodbyes are supposed to be
i really considered you as a friend
but I never felt I was truely yours
so i guess this is the end.

i wish we could reach further
but why arent we so strong;
to convince ourselves
that what we are doing isnt wrong.

I'm different from you as you said
not quite something i understood
thats why i hope if I tell you goodbye
that it won't be for good.

If I do fall for you once more,
would the old wounds reappear?
i can’t stand the pain.
being hurt again is one of my worst fear

i do not know why we have to be like this
i really wish we did not
but the way this has been going
its invain giving it all that i have got

everything you tend to do hurts me
and it seems like you don't even care
I don't know why, I just lay and cry
and hope when i awake i wont be here

its clear you don't need me
and that's how I know why
these words are the ones I have to speak-
i love you, but goodbye.

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy
Inspired By Priyanka S.U.

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this is for the greatest person
that I have ever known
being around you for so long
and i am still feeling so alone

look how we started out
and i thought the friendship had end
but then you came back around
and now we are more than best of friends

with you i am so happy
you keep my heart content
i tell you that i love you
but truthfully- to what extent?

i can't seem to stop my love
and how I feel for you
i try so hard to deny this feeling at night
and I don't know what to do

i try to lie to myself
but when i see your face I cant believe
"what would happen to my babygurl,
if one day i should just leave"

i promised i would never again
let someone take my heart
and here i am wanting so much of you
hating that we're apart

everyday u are in my thoughts
n every night you're in my dreams
i can't believe what's happening to us
is this really what it seems?

i know you hope
not to risk us and lose being friends
but i am asking you sincerely
if it's a rule you''ll bend.

to take a chance to know me
to let me share it all
and maybe one day very soon
for me one day u will fall

cuz the friendship we now have
is something that i hope to never miss
but maybe once if we go further
we will find eternal happiness

i love how when we r talking
i can always make u smile
but do I really have to wait forever for you to be inlove with me?
hmmn i guess I will have to wait awhile.

i believe time will reveal,
what truly lies ahead
but always remember me
and what I have always said

meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
and the feelings I feel for you
i am never-ever letting go

remember me always
and I will do too
i will always love you babe
and think of me and you

i will never hurt you baby
i promise......for as long as i live
i know you are used to alot more
but this love for now is all i have to give

its just really cherish u my love
so much i just dont know what to do
and i am sorry how i make you feel
as if there is something wrong with you

i guess there is nothing more for me to prove
nothing left for me to say
i just really want you to fall inlove with me
....just.........inlove .......someday

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy

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i never knew i would find sum1
who is more than just a friend
sum1 i plan to love forever
until the very end

its hard to describe in words
the way i truely feel
its like i can't live without you
so i guess this love is real

i hope to shun these feelings
though I am not sure if I should try
because this is best thing I've ever felt
but the immence happiness makes me cry

i think about you everyday
then i start to want you even more
i would give up everything to be with you
i have never felt like this before

should i climb the highest tower
swim along the ocean floor
crawl over broken glass for you
would you demand that i do more?

just to prove how much i love you
to make you understand
how much i long for 1 kiss
or the simplest touch of your hand

to show you how much i need you
in each and every way
to hear you say i love you dre
would take my breath away

it would take away my pain
and all my haunting fear
just to know that you love me
and will always be here

would you love me forever
and mend my broken heart
are you willing to piece together
wat others tore apart?

you are the girl of my dreams
and i dont want any other
you are my one true love baby
and i want us to be together

even though the circumstances may stop me
from actually being with you
at times it means nothing cause-
it wont stop me from loving you

its a deep feeling inside
i cant seem to control
its like you have the other half of my body
my heart and my soul

i am wishing for your kisses
and i long for your touch
i hope you fell the same way
and im not asking for too much

am i asking for wishes
that can never quite come true
is my heart my greatest fault
cause i cant stop loving you

i must ask of one small thing
before a serious relationship starts
please dont hurt me baby
i cant live through another broken heart.

Written By Andraeahnlus Oniexerxes Legacy

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