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Its a sunny day when you and me having fun taking pic at the highway I am walking going to where you are standing too I know your smile aren't so you Because you missed my mom thats true Two years past my mom sent a letter for you You opened it so happy that i feel you Then I wondered why that glow disappear you went on store and bought those shit beers You asked for a scrambled egg I cooked looking at you so dead You want me to stay beside you So I didn't left to play my hue Years had past my mind still wanders at the past now you are having a mistress, im so sad I had once hated you Because i know nothing, whats up to you But each time i saw you out of the world I know you're thinking of my mom ahead but the lady you are with now had its pledge Its the baby she bet One day you feel so damn cold I hate these mistress giving you that Bullshit medicine with Ginebra in your bed She's crazy giving you a 'threat' since then everything was a bad dream you are craving asking for a rim and to give you a cure and see the shores core We brought you to you're place a few month you were replaced without drinking my coffee made for you cooking an oat to hotten the cold body of you When you left an angel came Named for you as Mary Jean Now I know Im lucky 'cause I feel your glory help me ! i want to give her what you have given in me

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Its a sunny day when you and me having fun taking pic at the highway I am walking going to where you are standing too I know your smile aren't so you Because you missed my mom thats true Two years past my mom sent a letter for you You opened it so happy that i feel you Then I wondered why that glow disappear you went on store and bought those shit beers You asked for a scrambled egg I cooked looking at you so dead You want me to stay beside you So I didn't left to play my hue Years had past my mind still wanders at the past now you are having a mistress, im so sad I had once hated you Because i know nothing, whats up to you But each time i saw you out of the world I know you're thinking of my mom ahead but the lady you are with now had its pledge Its the baby she bet One day you feel so damn cold I hate these mistress giving you that Bullshit medicine with Ginebra in your bed She's crazy giving you a 'threat' since then everything was a bad dream you are craving asking for a rim and to give you a cure and see the shores core We brought you to you're place a few month you were replaced without drinking my coffee made for you cooking an oat to hotten the cold body of you When you left an angel came Named for you as Mary Jean Now I know Im lucky 'cause I feel your glory help me ! i want to give her what you have given in me

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As I learned to speak
I started calling him 'TATAY'
Whenever He's by my side I dont feel weak

He tells me everything thats right
and even if I can't make it
He just then touches my head at night

I learned to fight my pessimism
And stood straight with my foot off the ground
Live life full of optimism

But each time October comes in
I lay down my head and bury my tears
As I remember when his time dim

' The morning comes he's sleeping
I thought I just have to sit beside him
But when I touches him he never open his eyes

I wondered so far
I tried to offer him coffee
But he cant hear me

I cooked an oat for him
its his favorite I know
But his interest again never show

So i tried to wake him up
I feel the cold body in him
I know what it means'

I miss my one and only 'TATAY'
And I LOVE HIM
I cannot LIE



Sometimes memories still flashes... I cherished it even in ashes... And wish He was with me... Offer me the first flower of 18 and Dances


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As I learned to speak I started calling him "TATAY" Whenever He's by my side I dont feel weak He tells me everything thats right and even if I can't make it He just then touches my head at night I learned to fight my pessimism And stood straight with my foot off the ground Live life full of optimism But each time October comes in I lay down my head and bury my tears As I remember when his time dim " The morning comes he's sleeping I thought I just have to sit beside him But when I touches him he never open his eyes I wondered so far I tried to offer him coffee But he cant hear me I cooked an oat for him its his favorite I know But his interest again never show So i tried to wake him up I feel the cold body in him I know what it means" I miss my one and only "TATAY" And I LOVE HIM I cannot LIE Sometimes memories still flashes I cherished it even in ashes And wish He was with me Offer me the first flower of 18 and Dances i don't really know what made me wrote this ... I was about to sleep when i hold my pencil and started writing ... early in the morning i have these piece ... i posted it without edition ... it was really what is in my notebook "diary" ... I love my Father ... I miss the things we do when he was here ... we go to Barber shop ... buy boiled egg so he can force me to have a military haircut !!! i might not be a female when he is alive ... i might be a lesbian ... and no one could ever hurt me ... I love you tatay ... i miss you so much !!! come to me and let me feel your presence ... i want your comfort .... huhu ... i love you with all my heart ... you are the only man i ever first loved .... i long for you ... i love you tatay ... i love you ... :'(

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do flirts have the right to be loved? does a bustard girl has the right to cry? why did you do this? what did i do to you? where did i go wrong? when did i hurt you? how come you denied me? i love you honestly... i'd seduce you in my depth... i'd promise you until my death... i long for your touch... i wanna kiss your lips... i wanna hug you... bare with you till the dawn breaks... watch the world holding your hands... walk a thousand miles with you beside me... but all of these was a nailed promise... never gonna happen... and will just fade... fade away nothing... a moment that will fall down my knees... a harmony that will ignite like a falling stars... a vow that will never be in crowd...

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When I say 'I love you'... I mean it
But if it's not then tell me early
Rather than fooling me

When I started caring feel it
'cause if you can't... I mean nothing
Rather than fooling me

My first I love you
My first I miss you
All of this are true

Tell me you dont love me
Tell me you dont care
Tell me... tell me

Say what's inside
Say what's deep outside
Why did you let me love you? 

What did i do wrong? 
What did I tell you a lie? 
Why you let me cry? 

I never compete
But i love you in complete
So why it ended just like this? 

I fell madly inlove
You kill me down inside
Now you're totally gone by my side 

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One happy relationship
No problems in deed
Hand in hand no one could split

Changes came a long
Trust have gone wrong
Argument just kept on

Now you are submissive
Seduces me inactive
Convicted me invective

Don't show me sympathetic sorrow
Don't even share me bed-fellow
Or stood in front of me bawl

We are no longer as one
We are separated the day you ran
Stay away! I don't need you anyway! 

You gave me hatred
You built in heartaches
But why at night I'm still awake? 

To forget you is such a hard thing
It puts my heart and soul in vain
I am devoted to you, I'm so ashame 

I become victim of love
Feelings that I can't hide
Makes me crazy inside

You don't love me right?
But why I love you so tight
That made me think of you every night

I never been this before
I love you for sure
Babe I need your cure

Free me with thy love
Cause I wanna be your bride
And forever by your side

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i don't know why ... each time I tried to tell how I feel for you ... you seem to deny ... you give the false mean ... like I am just pretending ... it hurts don't you feel ? But i kept the pain because I don't want to fight for nothing important but just giving a suffering ... somehow i just wanted to keep in silence but still you give a false mean ... will you tell me what to do ? do i have to just the way you want to ? please tell me ...

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I am all alone my room
Playing my old guitar
And it seems it hasn't the tune
Like my love for him being bloom

I dropped the phone rang 
I hang the guitar, I'm done
I bend my body in 'mine'
It's the bear He gave me when He's mine

I took my towel
I went for a shower
I remember him
Nagging at dim

I cried, I cried
I sat the floor
The water flows
Over my body and soul

I've tried to forget
I tried to reset
The life I have
Before he left

Oh my mine
If only you're mine
I'll be the tallest of all pines
And the longest of all lines

I miss everything we are
I long for every chords you play on my guitar
I wanna hear the song you sang
And joined you till we're one

My mine! ! ! my mine! ! ! 
You're still on my mind
My heart still beat for you
And my soul lingers you so

Come back to me
Love me and I should be
Hear me calling
Catch me, I'm fallin' 

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