Aricala

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I have but one question: Why is the world cruel? Why do people lie? What purpose do we serve, pinning man against man? With empty lies lingering the oxygen that flows into our bodies, there is not one person who tells the full, honest truth all of their life. At one point, you will lie. And others will die because of it. Is that not the purpose of our current civilization? Even with the happy embrace of once you hold dear, even with the gentle ties of love and marriage, even with any form of bliss you seem to have... there's always misery. There's always pain. There's always death. It's how we survive: Kill or be killed. Be the player or the played... But I'm not going to tell you how to live your life...
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You said you'd always be there for me.
You said you'd hold me tight.
You said that if I loved you...
Everything would be all right.
You made so many promises.
Every one had been a lie.
I still just can't believe it.
With every tear I cry.
I gave my all to you.
I made sure you knew I cared.
You even set up a rendez-vous.
And made sure I was well-prepared.
Yet it was all just another lie.
One to hurt my swollen heart.
And now every time I cry.
I try to understand your part.
What were your intentions?
Did you want to see me cry?
All of my pain and tensions...
Are the reason why I'll die...
You said you'd always be there for me.
You said you'd hold me tight.
You said that if I loved you...
Everything would be all right.
Well, guess what?
Screw you...

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Everything felt so right in his arms, like all my cares and worries dribbled away with the crystal tears that hit the earth beneath our feet.
With the moon eclipsed behind a blanket of gray clouds yet the stars gleaming with eternal beauty, everything seemed so right for that one perfect kiss.
My tears continued to swim down my pink cheeks and gently tapped the still-wet earth beneath our shaking feet.
Best friends forever, no?
So why do I hurt?
He is the only one to make me cry so hard for so long.
The only one who can keep the sealed cap on my bottled emotions wide open, something no one else can do.
He is not the one I am labeled as "dating."
He is my best friend, and yet so much more.
So why do I hurt?
The answer is quite simple.
He refuses to accept me. He tells me he loves me, that he cares deeply for me.
And it seems as though the more I see him, the more the turtle leaves his sacred shell.
An emotionless robot he became from being away from me for so long while dealing with the immature classmen.
But I seem to be able to uncurl the beautiful creature that hides himself within his shell and make him see the true loving light that I hold within my hands.
Everything just felt so right as he held me while at my weakest, telling me he loves me and he wants what's best for me.
Do I tell my best friend my dirty secrets?
Do I tell my best friend that my so-called "boyfriend" is more interested with girls who have a bigger set of breasts?
Why do I hurt?

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Each time it happens..
I grow colder and colder...
My hatred for you grows...
With every ticking second..
Dare you to be so childish...
Foolish, immature, and downright idiotic...
Then you have no right to claim the word as 'love'...
You and he will both burn...
And I will be there laughing..
He is but a pansy..
And also immature..
With the slightest chuckle..
I shrug it off...
Pointless, really, to cry for you...
I never did really care..
And dare he to persist what is already settled...
Then perhaps he's more foolish than I...
~*Yes, I did have this argument within ten minutes before posting this to a boy who is infactuated with me, and yet one he calls a 'brother' lied to him about me. I tried to tell him the truth, he refused to listen, and which I told them both off exactly as I did in this poemy-type-thing, except I used names in the real thing.*~

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Once upon a broken stone
Thy heart may never mend.
Once upon a broken stone
You may never love again.
Once upon a broken stone
Thy eyes are filled with tears.
Once upon a broken stone
No longer are there fears.
Once upon a broken stone
All is alive and well.
Once upon a broken stone
I will love you, I can tell.
Once upon a broken stone
A smile will grace thy face.
Once upon a broken stone
No longer will you chase
After the heart, the smile
The tears and the fears
But it will take quite a while.
Listen to me once and forever.
And listen to what I know.
I'm certain forever we'll be together.
And it will surely show.
When I smile at you
And you hug my tight
And whisper 'I love you too'
I'll know it's all alright.

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