I keep on holding into something
I never had the chance to grasp
I'm trying to understand you all the way
But you kept pushing me away
It's not white or black , I'm sure it's gray
The decision to make , is driving me insane
But I can't handle this no more , I'm in pain
Those are the rules , I can't complain
That's what you want , so you had no choice
so , STOP . I don't want to hear your voice
You already told me what you think
There is no way back ... you destroyed the only link
After all the things you have done to me
All the signs were there to see
We always agree to disagree
How do you think I'm going to be there for you
After all what you made me go through
You keep pointing the finger at me
when it should be turned to you
I'm so confused right now
I don't know what to do
Is this right ?
Is it wrong ?
Now , I don't feel that I'm strong
I'm ripping out my heart
to lessen the pain
I don't want to complain
But , it's all because of you I'm this way
It's because of you I'm this way
No No No No NOt Anymore
No No No No NOt Anymore
I'm not giving you one more chance
No I'm not
Enough is enough
You had your chance and you blew it away
So there is no reason for you to stay
JUST GO AWAY
Written by: Reem Musallam
I Hate you now
I hated you before
Now , I don't care anymore
in my life you are nothing , not even a small fraction
Just a simple distraction
My life is empty as a shell
the pain hurts like hell
I won't cry
its a wasted tear
people like you is the only thing I fear
my voice is loud and clear
I hate you and I don't feel any fear
After all this pain
that's running in my vein
people will think I'm insane
I don't care if they complain
of me staying under the rain
to get rid of this painful pain
Will they ever understand ??
Will they ever give me a hand ??
Will they ever look me in the eye??
and tell me thats not just a lie
I will ask myself "Why"
Why me ?
Why here?
Why now?
written by :Reem Musallam
I’m setting here alone
Under the dark sky
Under all these stars
Looking at the moon
Thinking of you . please come back soon
I hate this place
Because you are not there , that’s not the only case
I don’t trust anyone anymore
I know if I saw you again I’ll love you more
Come back and do not let me here alone
written by : Reem Musallam
I have been blind
To see the truth
To see that you were so kind
And so unique to find
I can feel my heart beats
When I start thinking of you
I thought I’m strong
Without you there with me
But I was wrong
I don’t think I was that strong
I can’t live without you
I’m crazy about you
I have been blind
To discover that before
Now its too late
I guess that’s my fate
I want you to know that I love you
Written by : Reem Musallam
What ever happened before
Don't ever count the score
Just proceed in your life
Live it and have fun , before someone cut it with a knife
Don't ever think about the past
Because what happened will not last
Never look back
Never look back
Your life is waiting for you
You have a lot of things to do
You have a long way to finish
You have many things to start
You can't let your past rip your present apart
So, erase everything from your mind
Be nice, cool, and kind
Help me; help you...so you can be just fine
Just do that and show me that you're mine
You're here in my heart, mind, and soul
Your present light your life
Why do you want it to be dark?
Why do you want me to be mad?
Why don't you be free?
Free yourself from your past
I told you its not going to last
Because life goes too fast
Never, ever look back at your past
Written by : Reem Musallam
I’m going to miss you all
But its not as losing a soul
Its true that I’m going to feel sad
And I’m going to lose a friend I had
But losing a soul is really too bad
Some wonder why if I miss means to lose
For me its too hard to choose
I can’t choose who to miss and who to lose
Because for me it’s the same
For me it’s the same pain
I’m going to feel it , so why should I complain
If they make me choose , I will be insane
Words said about me is not as they claim
Some claim I’m bad
Others claim I’m not
They can’t say anything about me
They do not know me
They say I’m bad , if I was tired and did not reply a “ hi”
Some say I’m good , when I help them in their homework
I did not do anything to be judge
Its just because I wanted to do that
Or its because I did not
Will…it depend
It depend on the weather , mood , and health
So , come to me when it’s a good weather
So , come to me when I’m in a good mood
Therefore, you should come to me when I’m not sick
Remember do not try to miss someone , so you do not have to lose a soul .
Written by : Reem Musallam
I’m thinking of you
No matter what I’ll do
I’ll never stop asking about you
We are miles apart
Even though you are still in my heart
I’ll never forget the color of your eyes
And never stop laughing on your funny lies
I’ll never forgetthe way you talk
I’ll never forget the way you walk
I’ll never forget the way you smile
I’ll never forget you writing on my file
Days are really long
While hours are slow
I wish you never had to go
written by :Reem Musallam
Take my word
not being with you
would make my heart weak
you're the only one I love
you keep me on my feet
I give you my past
my future and now
I give you my thoughts
my dreams
my everything
just you my love
I give you my heart
mind, body, and soul
no one can tear us apart
no one can creat no hole
if there was a way
I could let you know
how my heart beats for you
if there was a moment
I could let you inside
and yo see my heart beat
when two hearts beat together
their melody sounds so sweet
where forever they will meet
loving you is a gift I give my soul
missing you is a feeling I can not control
if you were here, I could say
I think of you everyday
now I know that love is real
feeling everything you feel
from now till the end of time
I know that you will always be mine
only becasue love is true
and it will grow and grow
into love that will never fade
that love is what we made
Written by Reem Musallam
One day the sun will rise........
and it will discover everyone who lies.
One day the snow will melt........
and it will destroy everything you built.
One day the clouds will go away........
but your truth will always stay.
One day the light will spread........
and all the problems will be accumulated over your head
One day these people will die..
so go on spread another lie
BUT one day you will not find anyone to say even " hi"
you will end up looking at the sky
asking yourself "Why, why did I lie??"
Day after day passes by
without you saying "hi"
or even saying " good bye"
I miss that , in that no way I can lie
Day after day
Days are trying to make me forget , but that I can't obey
You are there in my heart , and there you'll forever stay
so please don't surrender. Okay !
Your unique smile
the sparkle in your eyes
the calm in your voice
they all lead to loving you ..there is no choice
Day after day , I miss seeing you
I love you and I know that you love me too
I'm not telling is somebody asks who
The only case is that my heart is in love with you
Do you remember the first day I saw you
I didn't even care
I just took a quick glance at you
now I realize that what I did was not really fair
Day after day ,things go on
day after day ,things might change
day after day , my heart beats for you
day after day , my heart says " I love you "