justaacowboy

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i am easy going and love to be out doors i enjoy meeting new friends if ya like to know anything about me feel free to stop by and ask
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soulmate are you there i hear you calling me your a vision of love in my head are you real i hope it's not a dream i sit in my room calling to you but i never see you i will find you one day i have faith i know your real you are out there searching for me too don't worry my love we will meet i hear you crying i wish i can wipe your tears away never lose hope i am here i will go to the ends of the earth to find you but i know your out there every night i pray to god to keep you safe and lead me to you so till we meet goodnight and sweet dreams

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Do you even know the real me To you I'm strong, upbeat, funny, and usually positive While inside I'm battling emotions that dont want to live Look at the smile it says things are going just fine But the eyes show a different story this time They show my weakness, pain, and fears They hold back a million tears My eyes are windows into my soul They keep secret stories untold No one knows the feelings deep inside So many tears are left uncried Only I know the pain ripping at my heart Deep inside it's tearing me apart When all alone in my room at night I close my eyes really tight I remember a better life Then reality cuts like a knife It brings me back to where I am now Things have all gone wrong somehow Everyone tells me it'll get better soon To those words I've become immune Nothings gets better it only gets worse Always following a different hearse I've tried and tried to keep it in But this time my emotions win I'm not alright I'm not okay The pain gets stronger everyday There's nothing I can do to change the past So once again I'll put on a mask

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i am tired of being sick and today toped it all i had to spend the hole day at the doctor only to find out that i have a Ruptured Cerebral Aneurysm

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When I'm ridin alone in the night time way out on the range With the moon shinin down through the cloud hills and the canyons and draws lookin' strange And the shadowy buttes loomin dimly way out where the coyotes call I know that the hand of no human conceived it and fashioned it all When I'm lopin across the wide mesa where blossoms send out their perfume I know that an All Wise Creator had somethin' to do with each bloom Cuz no mortal hand on this planet could paint us them colors I know Nor spangle the coulees and foothills with all the gay posies that grow I know that the greem of the ranges don't come at the biddin of man The landscape makes all of them changes because of the Creator's plan I know that the beauties about me the sunshine the blooms and the rest Wa'n't put there by man nor his helpers but at the good Lord's own behest And nights when I lie at the campfire and look at the stars in the sky I'm ready to own that no human made all of them planets on high'But only the Boss of the Heavens reached down from the Home Ranch above And moulded and builded and fashioned the blossoms and ranges I love

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Near to the door,he paused to stand,All who were watching did not speak,as a silent tear rolled down his cheek.And through his mind,the memories ran,of the moments they’d walked together over the sand But now her eyes were so terribly cold,for he never again would have her to hold.They watched in silence,as he bent near,and whispered the words,"I love you" in her ear.He touched her face and started to cry,as he put his class ring on her finger,and wanted to die.And just then, the wind began to blow,as they lowered her casket into the snow.

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As I started sipping my daily coffee A race of memories just began in my mind of old days, the hard and the easy And looking at myself now with a tear in my eye just to find myself sad and lonely And as I walk down that antique street where my old little house was meant to be It feels hard to breathe just to know that I am out of it now and maybe maybe forever I would be like a rover that tells stories of how sad I am and lonely I feel all around me there is no one who really cares So forgive me if I must cry out Is This What Life Is All About to feel so empty and cast out Where are the ones who said they cared Where are the ones who said they would always be there So as I lay here in my dark and lonely world filled with sadness and with gloom Forgive me if I must cry out

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What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Love is friendship set on fire? for others ?Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it? No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life.Love can occur between two or more individuals.Love should be experienced and not just felt.

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This place filled with pain heartache and tears Ive tried so hard to give it a try but still in my heart My soul cries keep going don’t stop it I think to myself why me god…why? Why do I live my life in such pain All these feelings are driving me insane I think about it day and night Maybe…just maybe the time might be right If yesterday brings a better tomorrow I'm never gonna see today My heart is broken My scars split open Take me from this pain Take me by the hand Make it go away.I laugh, joke and look as if I'm having fun,But inside I'm crying.I smile, chat and act crazy,But inside I'm crying.I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong,But inside I'm crying.

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My mind always fills with thoughts of you Wondering what time will come to reveal Everyday I long to look into your eyes Hold you so close and tell you what I feel I wonder do you ever think of me Do you think of my emotions of the day Have you shared my empty feeling To me do you have so much to say I wonder of when we will finally meet And I will touch your face for the very first time Are you going to be nervous are you going to be shaking Will your heart be racing as fast as mine I wonder of the special feeling that we both seemed to share It seems to grows as the hours and days pass by A feeling only felt in a night of dreams Is it your hearts dream to giving it a try I wonder of the sorrow of the terrible pain The problems that were not part of the deal We have both walked on some troubled paths Pains we have faced apart together we can heal I wonder of your voice from so far away Your laugh that would light up a room It seemed as though you were right beside me I pray that you will be so very, very soon I wonder of our future i wonder of a life I wonder just when it can all start And I wonder will you feel for me The same way I feel for your heart

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I’m no longer whole Ive been locked out by pain And cannot find the key
I fight and struggle kick and scream Please let me back in And wake me from this dream
I need a clue About what the future holds Will pain keep me locked out And see how I do in the cold?
The cold air makes me forget Forget how to get back in Fighting and screaming wont help
Pain wants to see how he will win After the struggle, the exhaustion takes over
Leaves on my knees It’s clearly too late… I’ve lost the best part of me

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As we stand beside the ocean tide,may our love always be as constant and unchanging as these never-endingwaves that pour beneath our feet,flowing endlessly from the depths of the sea;your love came softly upon my heart,just as the foam comes softly upon the sand,and just as there will never be a morningwithout the ocean’s flow, so there will never be a day without my love for you.

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If I were to fall in love,It would have to be with you.Your eyes, your smile,The way you laugh,The things you say and do.Take me to the places,My heart never knew.So,if I were to fall in love,It would have to be with you.If I were to give my heart,It would have to be to you,For you bring things into my life,So beautiful and new.Love, so soft and warm beside me,That I know it’s true,If I were to give my heart,It would have to be to you.I was looking for an answer.I was looking for a way.To keep the magic that you bring,To each and every day.To live our lives together,As only lovers do.It started with a feeling,And every day it grew,So, when I knew I was in love,It had to be with you.