thatflyrican18

im 19 yrs old gonna b 20 dec 13 i got 1 kid n my sons my life he currently 9 months!! but if you wanna kno anything else just message me
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walking away isnt wat causes the pain.
its knowin wat your walking away from.

wen my kids ask me who was my first love
i dont want to have to open a photo album.
i want to able to point across the table and say
he's right there.

i didnt know how much my life has changed since you
was in it until you left :(

-when we met i never dreamed how much my life would change. how much your love could touch every part of my life.
i didnt relize wat i had been missin. i never imagined the feelings i felt that you given me. feelings i never knew existed. you helped me see a whole new world.. of love. life. possibilities. wen you came to my life my soulf was filled. i never relized how empty it was before you. my heart found the sweetest love i ever could have wished for. bur reality took its course  and ripped us apart. even with 3 kids to tie us for lfe.. i still find myself missing you..missing you hurts the most wen your always next to me. from the moment i wake up. to the second i lay down.do you miss me 2 even tho we're under the same roof?

#heart, #broken

1)the bible said love is patient and kind.
it never said it was easy.

2)never listen to your friends. they only remember the pain u been thru. only YOU remember the gud the precious the bad and the ugly

#love, #quotes

verse 1
you was always on the streets.
my friends seen you at the club.
everynite of the week gettin that hoochie luv.
you didnt respect my heart..
boy you played me hard
i cnt believe
i was right an im hatin it.
now you callin my cell phone over an over
you kno i love you
but we have to be over.
i dont wanna hear it
cuz im tired of you
your words aint nuthin new.
-chorus-
u can stay on your knees
i kno you wont b gud
an in a cuple weeks you'll hurt me again
u can stay on your knees
you hurt me 2 much
to b give you another chance.
you played with those girls
an came rite bacc.
boy u trippin cuz my luv is where its at,
baby u hurt me
an tuk advantage of my love.
so i cant answer your prayer.
-verse 2-
so mani nights i stood up.
cuz u was with your friends
leavin me lonley with our kids every weekend
i shoulda never let you waste my time.
i shoulda never let u make me cry.
but i did.
im hurtin now an i cant get over it.
-chorus-
u can stay on your knees
i kno you wont b gud
an in a cuple weeks you'll hurt me again
u can stay on your knees
you hurt me 2 much
to b give you another chance.
you played with those girls
an came rite bacc.
boy u trippin cuz my luv is where its at,
baby u hurt me
an tuk advantage of my love.
so i cant answer your prayer.
.....im sorrry.
but you must be crazy
our love is lost
no need to find it
i needed you here for it to find me
and you was all i kno.
and i thought u loved me fa sho.
u say u want me bacc
but i cant believe that.
-chorus-
u can stay on your knees
i kno you wont b gud
an in a cuple weeks you'll hurt me again
u can stay on your knees
you hurt me 2 much
to b give you another chance.
you played with those girls
an came rite bacc.
boy u trippin cuz my luv is where its at,
baby u hurt me
an tuk advantage of my love.
so i cant answer your prayer.


#love

hey new love yu mean so much to me.
i feel like im falling into this relation ship 2 deep.
how can i kno for  fact that yuhr love is real?
but i cant explain this new love that i feel.
i been in love b4
but now i feel so much more.
i cry my self to sleep
cuz im happy that yuh chose to love me.

everytime i stare into yuhr eyes.
i can see where yuhr heart lyes.
and in my hands i'll keep it safe..
cuz i would never let it come in harms way.
and as yuhr girl i'll always love yuh
cuz yuh make me feel brand new.

my new love i wanna hold yuh so tight
so yuhr heart can hug mine.

#love

boy wen im with you i forget about the past.
nothin else matters cuz the present always seems to last.
even tho we broke up you still call me ya future wife
this loves so complicated but it feels so right..
i rather have hard times with you then to not have you at all
3 yrs later n my heart stil drops wen you call
my family hates you n my friends do to but you always been there for my son
and he's crazi about you!
no matta how hard the situation was we always run back.
but with you is where my hearts at

#love

i seen you the other dai
walkin hand n hand with her
i couldnt help but face awai
cuz deep down it still hurts.
i kno that its over
and wat we had is thru
but i cant stand the sight of you with some one new.
they say that time will dry the tears
but like christina millian says tru love burns for a thousand years
and it hurts so bad cuz my heart screams your name
and with every beat it aches an yells with pain.
i cant believe your in love again
and it kills me to see
that we can never be more then friends
and that our love is nothin more but past memories

#heartbroken

i seen you the other dai
walkin hand n hand with her
i couldnt help but face awai
cuz deep down it still hurts.
i kno that its over
and wat we had is thru
but i cant stand the sight of you with some one new.
they say that time will dry the tears
but like christina millian says tru love burns for a thousand years
and it hurts so bad cuz my heart screams your name
and with every beat it aches an yells with pain.
i cant believe your in love again
and it kills me to see
that we can never be more then friends
and that our love is nothin more but past memories

#love

he see's me beutiful in my most ugly days..
he tells me im perfect in almost every way.
18 years old and he seems me as 5
and wen he looks at his grandchild he cry's.
he knows i grown up to be a parent of my own
but i'll always be that little girl he known.
i dont get to say it to him alot but im proud he's my dad
he's the best friend a girl can ever have.
the thought of him getting old brings tears in my eyes...
cuz he's my dad and i want him with him all my life,
im proud to say im his princess his baby girl..
n its me my son and him against the world

#dad

she's pregnant by the man of my dreamz..
the one i loved unconditionaly.
today is the dai that my  heart has died
i cant take it no more i swallow my pride..
im tired of being strong...
my heart was to beat to hold on.
the remaining peices of my heart has evaporated into air.
now my heart is like his love for me ... it isnt there
i cant keep livin this lie
expectin one dai he'd once again b by mah side
i rip my own chest n lose my heart for ever..
i cant deal with a broken heart not now not ever.
all i ever wanted was to be lovedits not much to ask.
so from this dai on my heart remains in the past..
im tired of wakin up in the mornin for my heart to beat your name.
an i rip out my eyes cuz it onli see's ur face..
i rather walk around blind every day..
then to b reminded of the scarrs that remain..Cry
  r.i.p 2 my broken heart.. who first breathed love 6-19-05
  and died 11-24-08


#crushed

why do i continue to live with this pain
i want so badly to take it all away..
im destined to b alone .. to never b loved..
just to live my life being pushed and shoved..
to live a world all alone..
to have no one to call ur own
why do i continue to wake up every morning 4its a punoihment in my eyes
i live laugh n still at night i cry

he watched me as i fall 
im just wonderin if i can end it all 

#suicide

we tried so hard to keep our love alive
but you gave up n left it there to die.
you gave up so easily as if it wasn worth fighting 4
i guess you just dont love me ani more

i gave my all an i gave my soul...
but it wasn enough so u decided to go
i held on this pain hoping you'd come back
until i saw you with that nasty skanky rat

#fuck, #boyz

in your heart i see she took my place.
instead of mine i see her face
you look @ her so amazed...
i remembered wen u looked @ me that way

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