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you lied to me and said i was the one you wanted to be with...and at the time i was figurein myself out and where i wanted to be but still questioning was you the one for me....i asked you over and over was that really what you wanted and you said yes...i amited we moved kind of fast but it was what we both wanted and made it....so beauitful and lovely at least thats what it started to be....that was until i found out what kind of man you were....and that was dog...you left me in the cold and didnt care how i felt...you had the nerves to ask me was i sure i wanted out of the relationshit opps i mean ship or do i seeing that it was shit...i said yes cause you never and never will be able to headle a women like me...

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you lied to me and said i was the one you wanted to be with...and at the time i was figurein myself out and where i wanted to be but still questioning was you the one for me....i asked you over and over was that really what you wanted and you said yes...i amited we moved kind of fast but it was what we both wanted and made it....so beauitful and lovely at least thats what it started to be....that was until i found out what kind of man you were....and that was dog...you left me in the cold and didnt care how i felt...you had the nerves to ask me was i sure i wanted out of the relationshit opps i mean ship or do i seeing that it was shit...i said yes cause you never and never will be able to headle a women like me...

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i cried for the first time in a long time...i never once thought that everything i ran from would come back and hunt me...i cant talk cuz my words was stolen...i cant hear cuz my mind is on another panet...i cant see cuz my tears are fallin so fast...i never wanted this kind of life from me...hell who would...i cry everyday but today wasnt lik everyday...today was full of hate...i try so hard to hide the pain i feel inside...people dont understand where im comin from...their so caught up in there own fuckin perfect life...but what is perfect?...i hate walkin around with the fucking world on my back...i use to ask myself when i was lil do all girl get rape...hit on by men...people making them feel so low...but what the fuck do they kno...nothing...i been hurting all my fucking life and not once my parent sat me down and i said im here for you...not once...so you think im a fuckin cry baby...try walkin in my shoes and feeling the pain that i feel...you try to feel sorry for me cuz i tell you a lil about my life...please dont cuz i ask for it...today i cried for the first time in a long time

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you save me from making the biggest mistake in my life

you save me from running from something i kno i can fight

but why couldnt you save me from loving you knowing that is was a plan to hurt me

i thought you loved me threw thick a thin, threw richer and poorer

was i doing something wrong?

was i not good enough?

how could you say you love and hurt me like i ment nothing to you

and yet you tell me you want to be friend and every now and then we can FUCK

oh i see what it was now

i was a good lover in bed giving you all the sexual attention that you needed

but yet you couldnt save me from loving you

ii stand 0n mah 0wn tw0 f33t. . .ii w0rk f0r what ii g0t. . .diidnt n0 b0dy giiv3 m3 shyt. . .mah m0m alwayz t0ld m3 aiint n0thiing iin liif3 fr33. . .and that just mad3 m3 wanna fiight hard3r s0 that ii can hav3 what ii want and n33d. . .wh3n thiingz g0t bad ii n3v3r gav3 up and d0nt plan 0n d0iin iit n0w. . .iiv3 b33n thr3w shyt n0t m0st w0m3n g0 thr3w but ii d0nt us3 iit f0r a r3as0n t0 fuck up iin liif3. . .wh3n ii fall ii g3t up dust mah s3lf 0ff and tak3 iit as a l3ss0n l3arn. . .ii l3arn th3r3z n0 p3rf3ct 3ndiin just a n3w b3giinniing, a n3w start. . .what u say 0r thiink 0f m3 iisnt n33d3d and d03snt m3an shyt. . .cuz at th3 3nd 0f th3 day iim stiill M3

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