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{Im taken by the most amazing guy ever in my life hes always been there by my side through thick and thin and i love him so much he always knows what to say to me when im not having the best day of my life and he awlays knows what to say to me he's the guy that has stolen my heart. He's sweet, loving, and caring and never hurts me in any way. His heart is Bigger than most guys like him him a caring person too. i love him with all her heart, body, and soul. He is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. we both know i am the one and only and nothing can change that, not in the least, my love will just keep growing for him as time moves forward even if we end up going seperate ways or some one end up taring us apart we both know our love for eachother will never die no matter what gets in between us HE WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART AND MY LOVE I JUST HOPE U KNOWS HE WILL KNOW THAT HE THE REASON TO WHY I LIEV he makes me laught smile in every way he makes me so happy he makes me feel like no other guy has made me feel in my life i dont wanna let my love die i want everything to stay that way for as long as i can hes the love of my life hes the reason to why im alive in this world of haterid but cuz of him my life is sems so much beter without im jus a girl with nothing no heart or a sould my life would fall apart and i would never wanna make him feel so dead in my life ever if i hurt him i would jus die in my life and vanish into thin air and no longer seem alive anymore.. we talk about everything weve had our good times and not such good times alot of poeple try tarring us apart but nothing can cuz we are too crazy about eachother more than anything in the world and let some 1 tare us apart forever idk wat i would do if i didnt have him we know how we feel no matter what our feelings for eahother will never die no matter what we nothing in the world could make me as happy as he does jus bein his girlfreind and knowing hes all mine makes me happy} ............AND U SEE ALL THE POEPLE ON MY TOP KEEP DREAMING U WILL NEVER BE THERE BECAUSE THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGHT EVERYTHING............... ---------------------------------------------------------- Hey this girls been hacked…ummm everyone out reading this leave HER alone I mean it……at first though I didn’t really know her but after a while we got to now each other more and more then I found out that we had almost everything in common…..then I found out that we have everything to talk about and I liked her more and more….we both no how we feel when we r down or when we r up and I will always help her when she is down and I no she will help me cause that’s how much of a true friend she is and im glad to have meet her I have known her for 1 month and she has been there for me…when I first meet her she was sad and crying and I helped her keep her head up and get her head strait….she helps me get back up and to get through everything….WILL ALWAYS CARE FOR HER Matt its ok i want to no wats happening in ur life and i want to no if ur happy or sad...the truth is wat i truly feel deep sown inside is that i found someone who is the most preciouse thing in my life loseing u is like me loseing all of my emotions i would basicly be dead or i would become a cutter meeting u was the best thing in my life even though we went through alot of bad things together and alot of ppl tried to tear us appart no matter wat my feelings for u will never change not even if i was paid all of the money the world can offer i would not change haveing u in my life is something that keeps me going through every tough thing i have to face in school and out of school noing u is wat makes me happy being wit u makes me happy being able to call u my girlfriend is wat makes me the happiest i no probaly all of the other guys u been wit have said this but unlike them i mean it i will never huet u no matter wat all i want in this world is to be wit u and have u in my life thats it idk wat others say ur the only girlfriend i will ever feel like i have known u for all of my life
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Hiding inside my shell


Before I met you I shut myself inside my
Shell from getting even more hurt from
Another person hurting me even more than now.
Hearing my ex�s say I love you never felt
So bad, it keeps reminding me how much
They hurt me, but I realize how, they never
Really loved me. Even if I�m in my shell
I found my ability to let go of the lovers
I forgot, ill hold on to my hope, cause
That�s all I have left.
I built a broke around my heart, I
Built it from any more harm from my heart
And now I�m just scared of losing what
I have left.
I�m getting healed to a certain point, afraid to
Get hurt, afraid to be disappointed the next time
My heart gets hurt.
Perhaps I have found the right one for
Me to prove me wrong of doing the same
To me like the last lovers I lost who tore
My heart into a million pieces, but I though
I would never cry so many tears just for
The guys who messed with my heart.
From the moment I looked in your eyes
I fell in love with you.
Every time I talk to you I love you even
More every day.
The moment I met you I knew you were
The right one for me.
You say that you�ll never let me go
But in the end we both know
Our love can never last forever no
Matter how much we try to prevent
That ever happening.
Even thought of our love dieing
For each other makes me want to die.
It hurts when I think about you loving another.
It hurts when I see you with another when
You�re with me.
It hurts me when I think about you leaving
Me for another.
I�ve cried so many times, and gathered
All the pain from the past and prayed
You wouldn�t be the same as the other
From the past.
I cry all these tears of mine just for
You, and you don�t understand why I
Cry for you.
A million miles between us, will I ever
Be able to hold you?
A million miles between us, will I ever
See your face?
Yet when I talk to you, you make it�
Easy for me to believe everything
Will be okay between us.
Another day hoping nothing gets in between
Our love and feeling.

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I was to blind to see the truth 8-22-08


Trying to leave the past behind
trying to stop my racing mind
i was desperate to hear your voice
you were always there to catch me
when i fell
you are all im thinking of
can i ever find a way
to see what you feel for me?
and i cant hold back these tears
just knowing you're still here..
i was afraid to believe ever again
but i didnt wanna be just a
temperary thing to anyone ever again
its sad i was to blind to
recognize the truth when it came to
me to think you never really cared
enough to love me
i lost my faith....i had no clue
i didnt see....i couldnt think
but you never left me stranded alone
it wasnt that i didnt know the truth
i was just to blind to see the truth
that you really loved me all along
i was to afraid to get hurt again
but you were so good to me
i was so confued what to think
you were so unmoved
when i was so blind to see
you were the one who came and stayed close when you
were the hand that wouldnt let me go
i wanted to know just how you felt
i didnt want to loose you
and you couldnt seem to let it out
i was such a fool
but you were staying true

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I was to blind to see the truth 8-22-08


Trying to leave the past behind
trying to stop my racing mind
i was desperate to hear your voice
you were always there to catch me
when i fell
you are all im thinking of
can i ever find a way
to see what you feel for me?
and i cant hold back these tears
just knowing you're still here..
i was afraid to believe ever again
but i didnt wanna be just a
temperary thing to anyone ever again
its sad i was to blind to
recognize the truth when it came to
me to think you never really cared
enough to love me
i lost my faith....i had no clue
i didnt see....i couldnt think
but you never left me stranded alone
it wasnt that i didnt know the truth
i was just to blind to see the truth
that you really loved me all along
i was to afraid to get hurt again
but you were so good to me
i was so confued what to think
you were so unmoved
when i was so blind to see
you were the one who came and stayed close when you
were the hand that wouldnt let me go
i wanted to know just how you felt
i didnt want to loose you
and you couldnt seem to let it out
i was such a fool
but you were staying true

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How much longer ? - aug,26,08


Theres trouble in your heart
and your just letting your feelings
hide away in the dark
you can't seem to let it out
something's stoping you from letting
your deepes feelings in your soul
from telling me how you relly feel.
YOU SAY... You're the reason why im happy,
Why would you keep hiding your feelings
away from me
tell me i wanna know i'm dieing
on the inside wondering
why are you so afraid to tell me?
cause i can see
you're afraid to tell me.
YOU SAY...You're the one who is
someone i could be with through
everything,
IF i mean anything to you
dont be afraid to tell me
even if you have to turn me loose
cause i'm dieing on the inside wondering
will he ever tell me why/
does he evern trust me or even
love me evough to give it
a shot and let it out
YOU SAY..You're someone who i
could never find a replacement
for,
we both know we're ment to be
but, i cant hold on anymore
you cant ever answer my quistion
just how much longer
are you going to keep the silence
going
on hiding your feelings away from
me
you dont even know what this is
doing to me and makeing me feel
when you're keeping your feelings
silence away from me for
TEN months away from me
JUST HOW MUCH LONGER CAN YOU KEEP THE SILENCE GOING ON????